faded roses

faded roses 8

I slowly opened my eyes.
I felt like i'd just been hit by a bus.
Bits and pieces of last night started filling my mind.
Jacob is a vampire.

I felt someones eyes on me.
I looked over to see Jacob in the corner.
He was looking at me with fear in his eyes.
What did he have to be scared of? After all i'm a human and he's a bloodsucking vampire.

I attempted to speak but was cut off.

"Y/N i know you must be scared of me but please give me a chance."

"You didn't let me speak Jacob."

He looked at me confused.

"I was scared...I still am a little, but If you were gonna hurt me, you would've done it already."

"Y/N I would never hurt you."

I took in his words. I don't know why but i trusted him.
It's like something was taking control of my feelings and emotions and putting all my trust in Jacob.
It was obvious he just wanted to explain himself.
I honestly don't know why he told me he's a vampire, especially during a very magical night, but i'm sure he has a reason and i wanted to know.

"Why did you tell me your a vampire?"

He seemed to be waiting for me to ask that question.

"So....*he cleared his throat*"
"I- I just felt like I could trust you."

I could tell he was lying.
"Oh really? Is that all?"
Scarcasm dripping from my tone.

"You know, for a girl that just found out shes sitting right next to a vampire, your pretty brave."
He chuckled.

"I thought you said I have nothing to be afraid of?"

"You don't, not ever again. I'll look after you, and I'll do anything it takes to keep you safe....even from myself."

I felt butterflies grow in my stomach. It's like we've known each other for years. Why did he make me feel this way? I mean hes a VAMPIRE, am I crazy?

"So..."
I started trying to change the subject.

"How did you become a vampire?"

"A few of the guys and I were out partying one night. As we were leaving, we were jumped by a vamp, still don't know who it was. None of us could see it's face."

"How did paige become one?"

He seemed pained by this question.

"I- um she was there to."

He was lying again....Did he turn Paige? Or maybe it was one of the others.
I didn't want to push him for the real answer so I decided that was enough questions for a night.

"Jacob...."

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry this happened to you."

He looked suprised.

"I don't get it." He said.

"Get what?"

"How your so calm right now."

"I trust you."

His beautiful blue eyes grew wide.

"Really?" he asked.

"Yes."

A small smile grew on his face as he came closer till he was right next to me. He sat down next to me.

"Can i tell you something?" he asked a bit shyley.

"Of course."

He paused for a moment before he spoke as if he was trying to process his words.
"The real reason I told you I was a vampire.... is because I like you Y/N, a lot. I know that sou-"

"I like you too Jacob." i cut him off.

Yes, yes it does sound crazy Jacob, but i don't care.

I could feel my cheeks turn red.

He placed his hand on my face and leaned in.

His lips were so soft. I could kiss them forever.

After what felt like forever, he pulled away, allowing me to catch a much needed breath.

His eyes were now filled with lust.

This was going to be a very adventurous night.