ꨄ𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫ꨄ 𝐨𝐜 𝐱 𝐣𝐨𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐬

3

June 16th 1994 (this chapter includes smut)

We had been working on the first album and re doing some things to make it better

We were all at fieldys house in the lounge room

Me and Jon were sitting on the couch as I lied my head on his lap

Jon was playing with his hair like usual

He looked so adorable

"Hey guys what time is it??" Fieldy asked

I looked at my watch then up to fieldy "12:38 in the morning" I say

He just nods and looks at everyone "maybe you guys should head out it's getting late" fieldy says

"Why you got a date or something?? We usually stay later" munky asks "I'm just tired that's all" fieldy shrugs

"Come on Sage let's go" Jon says as I get up off his lap and stand up

Jon stood up taking his keys out of his pocket and we walked over to the door "bye guys" me and Jon say as we head out of fieldys house

"I hope you had fun tonight" Jon says as he opens the door for me

"I did, I always have fun when I'm with you" I say as he just smiled shyly

I get in get car and he shuts the door for me

He gets in on the drivers side and puts the keys in the ignition and drove to his house

I had been staying with Jon for a few months since the incident happened

We got to his house and we walked inside

I had drank a lot tonight I also smoked a lot of weed with Fieldy so I wasn't feeling the best

"I have to use the bathroom" I slurred as I ran to the bathroom

Jon knew exactly what was happening so he followed me to the bathroom and pulled my hair away from my face as I threw up

He sat there with me as I threw up continuously until I stopped

"You alright??" He asked

"Just peachy" I said groggily he gave me a half smile and helped me off the floor

He walked me to bed and got under the covers with me

I woke up and saw Jon wasn't in bed

I got up with a really bad headache

I went into the kitchen and saw Jon writing songs again

"Advils in the cabinet" he said as if he read my mind

"How did you know I was gonna have a hangover smarty pants" I ask him "you threw up last night..like a lot" he said as he then looked at me

"I'm so sorry about that" I said feeling bad he had to deal with that

"Don't worry about it I deal with it all the time you know that" he says reassuring me as he got up and walked over to the cabinet and getting me an advil

"Jonathan you know you don't have to do everything for me right???" I say as he gives me the advil

"But I want to and you would have forgotten" he said smiling at me

I took the advil and gave him a look "you know me so well Jon" I say playfully rolling my eyes

He wrapped his arms around my waist and gave me a hug

I wrapped my arms around his neck burying my face into his neck

"Why are you so nice to me Jon" I say as I feel him tense up