Two years had passed.
Within two years, there were so many things happening.
My feeling faded, and my view became aggressive
toward any men who tried to impress me; I showed them an uninterested face
some urged me to date someone and get myself a man.
But I do not want to.
Is this how indifference feels like?
Whenever I hear your name, I don't feel anything at all.
No sadness nor madness,
no more crying for hours until 3 am; whenever I see your face, I feel empty.
And whenever I came across the songs that remind me of you,
to the place that reminds me of you,
to the poetries or quotes that I used to relate to you with,
is this how it feels like? Nothing at all?
And is this how it feels like.. to not be able to fall again?
