For Me

On This Day

My eyes flew open when I heard a groan. I lifted my head up a bit and calmed down when I saw that it was just Qui. I looked at him for awhile and looked at the TV so he wouldn't catch me. I saw that I missed a few episodes so I closed my eyes so that I wouldn't spoil anything for myself. His chest moved up and down as he laughed. I listened intently to the rhythm of his heartbeat. it was comforting. I tried to match the pace of his breathing while taking in his scent. 

Lil Wayne's voice blasted through the phone and I felt him shift a little. I tightened my grip I had on his sides so I wouldn't fall. The music stopped before it rang again a couple of seconds later. He sucked his teeth before he answered. 

"Yo" I tried to hear what the other person on the other end was saying but I couldn't. Shoulda been born with super ears or sum. 

"Yeah I'm chillin right now" he rested his hands on the lower end of my back and rubbed circles there.

I smiled and enjoyed the mini massage. 

"We haven't been together for four months. You need to stop acting like you mine still." Well then. 

"We ended off on a good note and decided to be friends. Don't ruin it now because you still have feelings" Oh this is getting good. I moved my head a little.

He sighed. His breath smelled nice. 

"Where you at?" What he mean? 

I felt him move again and heard the TV stop. He must have paused it. 

"Where that's at?" Oh god. He's gonna leave me in this house bored to death. "How the fuck you gon get mad at me cause yo dumbass stranded?" Well then.

"Ight bruh. Gimmie 15 minutes and Imma come scoop you" Of course. I'm only mad cause I'm comfortable. Human body pillows are the best. 

"See you." He hung up and moved me to the side. I didn't dare open my eyes in case he was looking at me. I felt him place the blanket over me and place my head on something.

He was definitely close to me because I smelled his breath hit my face. "I'll be back mama" he kissed my cheek and left.

I waited for a full minute before opening my eyes and sitting up. I looked over and saw the door closed. I sighed and turned back to the TV. I clicked off the show and decided to watch my comfort movie. 

I laid my head on my hand and clicked on The Lion King. I planned to watch all the movies and the live action after I was done. 

I was so into the scene that I didn't really notice the cool sensation that filled itself around me. Somebody must have turned the AC on to the highest setting. I covered myself with the cover and continued. 

The door creaked open and I looked over to see him. Just looking at him pissed me off. I seen what I needed to see and turned my head back to what I was watching. 

He scoffed like he had a problem. 

"What's ya deal yo?" I guess he moved forward and stood next to the couch. 

"I know you hear me talking to you. Stop fucking disrespecting me in my own home" if he raised his tone anymore, then we would have to take it there. 

There was silence for a few seconds before he snatched the remote from next to my leg. 

"Bro what the fuck is your problem?! HUH?" he took it there.

"You got me fucked up. You hear me fucking talking to you and you gon sit here and continue to piss me off" if he were a cartoon, there would be steam coming out his ears.

"You keep bothering me when I obviously don't want to be bothered by you nigga." I straight face him.

His eye started twitching and he started balling up his fist. He mumbled under his breath and started chuckling.