For Me

Him

I stared wide eyed at him just because he was fine. I have to appreciate the human beings god put on this planet for me. When he caught me staring because he started to glare at me, I mean him and the model standing next to him, "They must be dating", I told myself.

After awhile I walked past them and into the hallway to do more exploring until I felt a hand grasp my arm. "Who told you, you can walk up and down my house huh?!?", I looked from his hand on my arm to his face for a couple of times before he let go.

"I was just gonna look around the place I'll be staying at" I say as kind as I can, I didn't wanna mess up my chance at staying here for my mouth. "Who said you were staying?" he stared into my eyes for about 3 seconds until he started to laugh at me, "Girl you ain't staying, I just brought you here cause you past out and I didn't trust that guy around you" he chuckled.

I squinted my eyes at him, was I supposed to go to a hotel? Even if he did give me money I'm pretty sure a 17 year old wouldn't be able to check in. I wanted some protection or something, did he think he wasn't gonna look for me or raise all hell to get to me?

I look at him with sad eyes and frown, "But where am I gonna go? He's gonna be after me and I'm pretty sure my tiny behind won't be able to take care of myself or fight against him, trust me I've tried and I've always ended up-" I stopped myself from continuing on, it was something I didn't wanna remember.

"Finish what you were gonna say" I shake my head, "I don't feel comfortable with doing that" I look away to anywhere but him. He lifts my head towards him and forces me to look at him, "Ian gon put you in no danger baby girl" I smile at him, he starts to lean in and I close my eyes waiting for what I think is a kiss to happen, but it never does.

"I'm sorry, I done forgot yo little ass was a case" he laughs silently to himself, I just stand there too embarrassed to say anything. He sighs and I feel his eyes on me but I continue to look down, "Yo, you got a phone?" he asks me, "Yeah it was supposed to be in my pocket but I'm guessing one of you took it" he nods and is about to continue until red claws wrap around his waist.

The girl from earlier looks at me and smirks, she then has the audacity to tongue him down right in front of me. I wasn't jealous or mad or anything because I didn't even know the guy to like him, but when people do PDA in front of me it gets weird and awkward, so I saunter into the next room closest to me.

It was like a second living room or something, it was beautiful with the blue couches and decorations. He either has taste or his mom did this because it was amazing. I hear moaning and I scrunch my face up, in the hallway though?

He pays bills or whatever but he has guest though. I see the remote to the TV, I grab it and go to the YouTube app. I wanted to listen to a song I heard a couple of days ago, I go to the search bar and type in lil tecca, the first thing that pops is ransom.

I started to rap along to it as soon as it came on:

I got black, I got white, whatchu' you want?

Hop outside a Ghost and hop up in a Phantom

I know I'm boutta blow-oh-whoa, I ain't dumb

They try to take my flow, I take they ass for ransom

I know that I'm gone

They see me blowin' up, now they say they want some

I got two twin Glocks, turn you to a dancer

I see two twin opps, leave 'em on a banner

And I got two thick thots, wanna lick the gang, yeah

I felt like I was some type of gangster, I made a gun with my fingers and continued:

I got red, I got blue, whatchu' want?

The Chanel, or Balenciaga, Louis and Vuitton

She know I got the Fendi, Prada when I hit Milan

I needed me a die or rider, I need me the one

I started from the bottom, you could see the way I stunt

I want all the diamonds, I want that shit to weigh a ton

The opps, they tryna line me 'cause they hate the place I'm from

But them niggas don't know me, they just know the place I'm from

"Girl, what in the hell are you doing?" I jumped and looked back and saw one of the guys that was eating at the table earlier, he was cute or whateva. "I-" his laughter cut me off and I awkwardly smiled. He jumped up on the couch with me then looked at me " Well we gon finish or what?" I giggled and we rapped the chorus:

I got black, I got white, whatchu' you want?

Hop outside a Ghost and hop up in a Phantom

I know I'm boutta blow-oh-whoa, I ain't dumb

They try to take my flow, I take they ass for ransom

I know that I'm gone

They see me blowin' up, now they say they want some

I got two twin Glocks, turn you to a dancer

I see two twin opps, leave 'em on a banner

And I got two thick thots, wanna lick the gang, yeah

I got black, I got white, whatchu' you want?

Hop outside a Ghost and hop up in a Phantom

I know I'm boutta blow-oh-whoa, I ain't dumb

They try to take my flow, I take they ass for ransom

I know that I'm gone

They see me blowin' up, now they say they want some

I got two twin Glocks, turn you to a dancer

I see two twin opps, leave 'em on a banner

And I got two thick thots, wanna lick the gang, yeah