So I found this song I wrote when I changed my name
And
Look:
Come on little sparrow
Fly away from the gloom
Though the same melancholy song
Will lead to your doom
Hey, little sparrow
Don't pity yourself
Push it all down
Nurse your loved ones to health
Clip your wings, sparrow
Don't you forget, sparrow
Your job's to sing, sparrow
Pretend you're a nightingale
Growing numb, sparrow
Are you dumb, sparrow?
Just give your love, sparrow
It's not like it's hell
Your brown feathers make you sick
And your voice makes you frown
Just forget the sky
Push it all down
It's stupid to think
Your feelings matter
As much as those of loved ones
Who need to climb up the ladder
Just suck it up, sparrow
And be a good friend
Suck it up, sparrow
It's all means to an end
Come on little sparrow
Turn on the light
For the people you love
That's what is right
Hey, little sparrow
Did you forget
This is who they say you are
And you get what you get
Oh the joy, sparrow
You're their toy, sparrow
Such a stupid ploy, sparrow
You have to go on
For the ones you help, sparrow
Forget yourself, sparrow
All will be well, sparrow
Help them be strong
Your long feathers make you sick
And your reflection makes you frown
Just forget the sky
Push it all down
They say you're beautiful
What a nightingale
And if you're a sparrow
You're going to hell
Just suck it up, sparrow
Be a good little girl
Suck it up, sparrow
Shield your friends from the world
HELP?! WHAT KIND OF DYSPHORIA WAS I GOING THROUGH IN THAT MOMENT?!
