Accepting the truth -Chapter 9

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Y/n's pov) 

I sat on my bed, just thinking about everything that had been going on lately. First with the whole Michael saying that he's liked me and then the thing with Jeremy... it's a lot. I laid back and sighed, wondering what I should even do at this point. But before I could even make any decision, there was a knock on my door.

"Who is it?" I asked, sitting up.

"It's uh.. it's Michael." 

That's strange.. he normally texts before he comes over.

"Come on in." I said, watching as he opens the door and sits next to me.

"Sorry for the sudden visit but I just wanted to see how you were doing.." Michael said, looking at me.  I sighed and fell back onto my bed. 

"I.. I've been doing alright I guess. How's the whole Jeremy thing going? Ya know since you aren't talking to him at the moment and stuff... You don't have to tell me anything!" I quickly added, seeing the some what disappointed look on his face.

He just sighed, crossing his arms. "It could be better.. I'm not talking to him just yet because of what he told me about how he only dated me because he didn't want you to.. which was a total dick move if you ask me. But, I'm not going to avoid him."

Michael finished, burying his face into his own knees.

I quickly sat up and looked at him in disbelief. "Jeremy did.. what?! I'm gonna kill him!" I yelled, getting up off of my bed. I was about to storm out of my room to go talk to my brother but a hand reached out and pulled me back. I huffed slightly.

"Don't. He already feels bad enough mentally.. he doesn't need physical pain too." He said, standing up.

I looked into Michael's eyes, seeing the hurt and guilt.. which made my own eyes tear up. I pulled my hand back and started to cry a bit. Michael pulled me back onto my bed, holding me close. "Shh, it's okay.."

"N-no it's not okay.. I just.. don't know how to feel anymore. I feel like I should be angry at him for what he did to you but I also feel like I should just stay out of it and sit in silence.. I-I just wanna hide away forever right now." I cried, burying my face into his chest. Just letting everything out while Michael played with my hair gently.

After a while of pouring my heart out and of Michael just listening and giving words of pure encouragement, I wiped away any left tears and smiled weakly.

"Thanks for uh.. listening to my emotions.. I don't do that often so consider yourself lucky." I giggled a little, blushing a bit.

He chuckled, looking at his shirt that was covered in my tears and snot. "It's not a problem at all, Y/n. But do you have a shirt I can borrow? I can let you wash this one." I nodded, giving him one of my game grumps shirts. "I'll wash your shirt for ya."

I smiled at him.  Michael thanked me and left after a little bit.

I took his shirt and some of my clothes and started the wash. On the way back to my room, I heard Jeremy. "Man I really screwed up.. what do I do?" Huh, he was talking to himself.  "No, I'm not gonna do that.. it wouldn't be worth it in the end."

I continued to listen, curious. But he soon said something that made me almost burst into his room. "Whatever you say.. squip."

(Yup! I decided to bring it back>:3)

I gasped and ran to my room, quickly grabbing my phone. No.. no no no! It can't be back. If his is back that means.. everyone else who took it, would be back too! I called Michael frantically.

"Michael! I know that you just got home but I need you to bring Mountain Dew Red. Now."

"Oh my God.. it can't be back! I thought it would be gone.. it's been a year! I'm on my way. But! Make sure that he's not pulling a prank."

I rushed to Jeremy's room to listen to him.z

"No, they don't know that you're back.. cause if they did.."

I knocked on Jeremy's door before walking in. "Hey Jere.. who ya talking to?" I asked, pretending to hang up with Michael. Putting him on speaker.

"Oh! Uh.. just myself. Why..?" He asked, crossing his arms.  I shrugged.

"It just.. sounded like it was someone I thought was long gone.. it's been a year. There's nooo way that it's back." I smirked.

Jeremy gulped nervously. "Well.. it's not so.. you can leave now, Y/n."

"Liar! The real Jeremy would confess the truth! I know you're in there!" I said, actually hanging up. Knowing Michael was on his way.

"Good job. You figured it out.. you don't wanna know how long it took for it to reactivate. There's no way you'll be able to stop it this time." Jeremy smirked, stepping towards me.

"Not on my watch!" I heard someone tell from behind me. "Michael!" I smiled.

"Yup! I've got the stuff. Y/n, hold him down." He commanded, opening the drink.

I nodded, doing just that.  Michael made him drink the Mountain Dew Red and soon, Jeremy knocked out. I got off of him and Michael helped me get him into bed.

I looked over at Jeremy's night stand and saw a bottle of Mountain Dew. "Looks like he got desperate.. so he drank some and that somehow reactivated it.." I said, throwing the bottle away.

Michael sighed. "You know what..? Screw it. If he's gonna keep doing what he just did just to find out how he can undo what he's done to us, I better just talk to him again. I hate seeing him all desperate and sad."

I nodded. "Do what you gotta do man.. I'm sorry that all of this is happening."

"It's not your fault.. you're good." He said, pulling me into a side hug. I hugged back, sighing softly.

After a while, Jeremy woke up, sitting up with tears in his eyes. We both looked at him worryingly.  "Jeremy..? It's Michael and Y/n. Are you okay?" Michael asked, walking up to him. He shook his head and hugged Michael, apologizing profusely. Michael just chuckled, tears running down his face. I smiled, admiring how caring Michael looked.

Looks like, all I have to do is just accept the truth and come to terms with myself. That.. I liked Michael. More than a friend.. but that's the thing. After everything that happened with him and Jeremy, I'm not even sure if he wants a relationship! Him and Jeremy are still taking a break to see if they want to stay together. Well, for right now I'm just accepting the truth that he might be with Jeremy again soon. 

(Woo! Another one done! Sorry if this chapter makes no sense.. it's been a while and I had to look back at my past chapters more than once heh.. but! I promise to update more often when I can^^ let me know if anyone has any ideas for the next chapter^^ Until next time my friends^^))

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