Fairytale ( The Wattys 2022 )

stupid heart

"so how was your day ?" I took a bite from my sandwich looking around the cafeteria before turning my eyes back to Matthew
I shrugged my shoulder "it was good I had fun in PA"
Sam snorted next to me "yeah of course you did you had that sexy man all over you "
I blushed a little at what she was saying with a higher voice than I wanted "he wasn't all over me we were just doing the activities the teacher told us to do "
She wiggled her eyebrows in a funny way before saying " so you don't deny that he is a sexy man "
I shook my head at her smiling
"Who's the guy you are talking about ? " I rose my head at Math's voice to find him looking intensely at me
"Just a classmate " I said trying to make the things look normel but deep down I know Alex isn't normel
I feel that he is going to be one of my best friends
The more time we spent  together even without him talking or saying barely two words I felt comfortable with him , something I don't usually feel with strangers
"You mean the guy who is staring at you right now ?" I turned around at what Math said to see where he is looking to find Alex sitting by himself and looking at me and he didn't even look bothered that he was cought staring
I smiled waving at him which made his eyes widen a little surprised , I chuckled softly at his reaction than mentioned to our table and mouthed to him if he want to sit with us but he smiled and shook his head than stood and walked out of the cafeteria
"That was cute " I chuckled at Sam and threw a fry at her making her lough out loud
"How do you know the guy ?" I tried to understand the tone he used
"I told you he is my classmate " I said finishing my sandwich and fries
"You barely know the guy katy just be careful " he said with a bleeding eyes while I felt my heart crash a little
God he isn't jealous not even a little
I smiled assuring to him that I am gonna be fine than took my bagback and stood to head to my next class
"Hey there's a party this weekend and you are not going to say no " Math added in a stern voice which made me chuckle as I nodded
I know I am gonna regret this
"So buy see you after school  " I said waving and turning to leave but he stopped me again
"Actually I am going to meet Chrissy after school do you think you can take a ride with Sam " he said while messing with his hair
I ignored the bang of hurt and smiled " yeah sure so see you tomorrow than " I walked quickly before hearing his responce
Silly me , and I thought that he would be jealous
God he doesn't even care the slightest , I felt the tears build up in my eyes but I blinked keeping them in my eye , the last thing I want is to cry over him
It's not that he did something wrong , I am the stupid one who fell for him
The sound of a crash pulled me out of my deep thoughts so I looked up seeing a girl on the floor with Alex standing tall in front of her , it's like a picture from a movie or a novel
Come on you idiot apologize to her and help her stand up
But he is an idiot , he just stood there staring at her
God he is freaking her out , she slowly and with shaking hands gathered her things and run off without a word
And there she goes ..... the heroine
I walked to him screaming after her "I apologize on his behalf "
"She is the one who bumped in me " I rose my eyebrow shaking my head
"That doesn't matter you need to be a gentleman and apologize  " I said pointing out the obvious
The tip of his lip rose in the shape of a smile and then he shook his head at me with clear amusement in his eyes
I'm glad I'm making someone happy , I stepped aside walking towards my class as I felt him walking behind me so I looked at him confused but he just shrugged his shoulder and kept walking besides me until we reached my class
"Buy" he left as soon as he said that not even bothered with what I would say , he is weird
I shook my head and smiled entering my class and taking the last seat , I am not in the mood to pay attention to the teacher
My mind is so full
My mom is gone for almost foor days now and I don't know if I should be worry , I mean yeah she used to disappear but she would tell me before
I need to call her again and ask her friends
I just hope she's fine ,even if she is not the perfect mother she is all I have
And Mathew of course
I groaned resting my head over the table
What should I do  ?
It's starting to hurt more seeing him with other girls or that every time something happen and I hope to see some reaction of him
All my hopes get's crashed
It's either I let go if this love or build the courage and confess to him
The first option is hard , it's not I like I didn't try
I have spent the first years denying my feelings and than fighting it , I didn't want to fall for him
But the heart wants what it wants
God selena you were so right in that
Stupid heart