kill you first

Shut up

A ringtone wake me up.
Out of reflex I grab my gun, underneath the blanket.
Wow I feel nowhere save.
My gun is my only baby, no matter where I'm ,she's with me.
She? Yeah I named her Jane.
I'm a freak but I think there are more freaks like me...
Now I have passed the call.
Slowly I get my phone to see who called me in the morning.
Oh it's 5 pm, no morning anymore.
I slept the whole day! Yikes!
Rose called me.
Groaning I try to type a message.
"Good morning"
I simply message her.
My phone rings again but this time I answer.
"Oh hey Rachel"
She laughs
"You slept the whole day?"
I moaned as a 'yes'
"Whatever,I'm gonne pick you up at 9 pm okay?"
My eyes fall out.
What? Why?
Silently I thought of what she means?
Aye yeah the party. Oh forgot.
"Yeah yeah see u"
I throw my phone on my bed.
I'm definitly not a ''morning animal"
Out of my bed I see myself in the mirror and grab my cheeks to let them fall
"Oh gosh I look so bad"
I whisper to myself
"No you don't"
Shocked I jump backwards and lay my hand on my heart.
Guess who was that?
Justin, bieber.
I guess he's here because of my brother.
Yes, they are best friends.
"Fuck off"
I scream angrily.
Is he serious?
Laughing he walk down the stairs.
I take a shower and dress me for home.
A chill short and a tank top.
I put on decent make up and jump the stairs down.
In the kitchen i make myself a coffee.
"For us two too baby"
Gladly it was my brother who walks in the kitchen and get three coffeecups.
And not Justin, who called me baby...
Bruh.
I bring the coffee in the living room where they sit and talk.
"And then she cried"
Justin grins.
They both laugh out loud.
Are they serious???
"Well then you banged her right, bro"
I roll my eyes, boys...
I give them their coffee and want to get me dress for later but I hear my brother calls me.
Annoyed I turn around
"Sit with us, we have to talk"
I sit down next to my brother, as far away from Justin as it is possible.
"What?"
Confused i sip on my cup of coffee
"The party later"
What? He's going with me
"Hmm?" I groan
"Justin and me will drive you"
JUSTIN?
"Oh no thanks but Rose will pick me up" I said politely not to sound that annoyed I am.
why is my brother like this?
He knows I don't like Biebs. But guess what? He doesn't care at all.
"No I want you to be safe. You know I care for you babygirl"
I hate it when he says something like that because now I can't say no.
I just shut up and moan as a accept.
"But then we will take Rose with us, right?"
He nods.
At least something good.

8pm:
I stand in front of my mirror again, in a short black open dress.
It shows my curves and all what I got.
I wear black high heels and smokey eyes with red lip stick.
My brown hairs are open and long, they fall down my half naked back like niagara falls.
I have long red nails, just as red as my leather jacket over my dress is.
With a little handbag, filled with my phone,make up,money and of course my gun! Hah, I leave my room.
Happy about finally living life I smile while going down the stairs.
I don't care about Justin, he can die in hell.

After Justin left some ass dick comments about my dress
And Jake, my brother said I should be careful with my body and bla bla bla we finally get in the car.
As I ring on Roses door suddenly 5 ladys ,looking hot, standing by her side.
"Uhm my brother wanted that we drive all together so I wanted to pick you up but 6 don't get in the car I guess"
"Oh we can sit on each others lap it's okay"
I nod and they follow me to the car.
Through the window I see a thirsty Justin looking up and down our bodys.
"so supposed were one but now we're 7 ladys"
I say to my brother
"Uhm just get on each others lap"
Everybody found a lap to sit on but not me.
I moan unhappy as I see Justin is the only free.
"No please lord not"
I pray in whisper
"Get on your knees!"
He laughs
"What?"
Confused I stare down to him.
"Ehm I mean get on my lap"
I fall down his lap and hear a moan.
Gosh help me out of this.
This evening gonna be funny
....Not...

Sorry again for grammatic if I did something wrong.❤️💘