WASTE OF TIME

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I thought really hard,

I prayed every time,

I hoped so much,

I wished very hard,

that he was different,
that he had a meaning in my life,
that he was special and cared about me too.
THAT I WASN'T WASTING MY TIME.

He showed me love,

showed me goofiness,

showed me excitement,

and a different side of him and myself.

And I thought finally, maybe he is the one.
The one I've hoped for,
The one I've waited for,
THE ONE FOR ME.

And I was happy and satisfied.
But then shit went down and everything changed,
Something that hurt so bad.
Even though I still tried.
After I came back,
the face you looked at me with,
after a month.
Sticks with me forever,
and right now, more than ever.

AND SEEMS LIKE I DID WASTE MY TIME..

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