Plush [18+]

Chapter Fifteen: New People

It's been a week since Ryan and I said we loved each other and meant it, and I couldn't be happier but something's not right I missed my period. Plus I've been really sick, and don't tell anyone this but my boobs are tender. All this made me go take a pregnancy test... I was staring down blank at what it had said.... I'm a mom now. I picked up my phone and called Ryan.

"Hey beautiful." He said when he picked up.

"Hi.... I have something to tell you." I said, I started shaking.

What is he wants to abort it, or doesn't even wanna see me again. Fuck it.

"I'm pregnant." When I said that it took all of the wind out of me.

It was quiet for a second and I heard some heavy breathing.

"Is it a boy or a girl?" He asked softly.

"I don't know I just found out I was.. you know."

"Does your mom know?"

"No neither does my dad, you should come over. I feel more comfortable when I'm with you."

"Of course." He said hanging up the phone. It was just me and the growing thing inside me.

I sat down on my bed, I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I wanted Ryan to feel sympathy for me if we're going to be honest.

"How did this happen to me? I'm the valedictorian. I'm at the top of my game." I said to myself.

I started toying with my hair, what have I ACTUALLY gotten into?

~RYANS POV~

I'm a dad.... time to man up. I put on my leather jacket and walked to the door.

"Yeah I like it nice and slow." I heard my stepdad Joffre on the phone not saying that to my mom... pig.

"Who was that?" I asked waiting to hear his response.

"None of your damn business that's who." He sneered.

"Whatever, bye fat ass."

"Peace out slow ass cracker."

"Fuck you." I slammed the door behind me.

I walked down the brick stairs and got into my truck. Okay... I'm a dad. I turned the key and started driving.

~WILLOWS POV~

I can do this, I have to do this. No I can't.

"Willow are you there?" I heard Ryan say outside of the door.

I walked over and opened the door enough so that he could make it in. He hugged and kissed me.

"Hi." I said awkwardly hugging him back.

"Are you okay?" He softly asked me taking a step closer.

"Yeah." I held on to him as tightly as possible.

"So when are you planning on aborting it?" He asked me and I stared blankly at him.

"What are you talking about we're keeping it right?" I quickly asked him.

"Umm.... no we can't have a baby.... sorry to say but I'm not taking care of a baby." I couldn't believe what he was saying.

"Yes, yes we are. You're going to help take care of it right?"

"Sorry Willow bu-

"Wait so you're not going to help me and it's yours too, and then what happened to loving me?"

"I love you, not a baby. That's why your aborting it cause you love me too right?"

"Yes I really love you, but I'm not giving the baby up or killing it."

"Then what are you going to do then?"

"You mean what are we going to do."

"No you."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm not going to take care of a baby Willow, you can waste your time with a little demon running around but I can't."

"So what the fuck am I suppose to do?"

"You seem smart enough to-

"I seem smart? So I'm a idiot to you right?"

"No that's not-

"I'm an idiot now, bitch how dare you?! First off you expect me to go let an innocent child just be erased from our lives then you say if I have the baby your not going to be here. You are seriously being a bitch right now. Who told you that you could take the high road out of here while I have to lose nine months of my own damn life?! Bitch you crazy." I rolled my eyes, and I was right to say what I did.

"Willow this isn't all about you, you have to think about what might happen to me too."

"The fuck Ryan are you serious right now?! You're looking out for yourself only not me but of course I'm the one who's wrong."

I started walking off and Ryan grabbed my arm.

"Willow wait." He said.

"Get off of me! You know what get out of my house I really can't look at you right now."

"But-

"GET OUT!" I screamed at him.

"Fine, fuck you, fuck your baby, and fuck whatever me and you had cause bitch it's over." He said storming out and slamming the door.

I stood there for a moment and could feel tears. I rushed into my room and sat on my bed and cried, what did I just do? Maybe he's not gone yet. I looked out of my window.

"No forget it." I said to myself flinging back on my bed and crying even more.

~RYANS POV~

What's wrong with her?! She can't just keep a baby.... maybe I'm wrong. No I was right to say that..... right? I drove my truck fast to the only place I wanted to be, Zach's house. I sped past traffic and pulled in his driveway. I saw Zach walk out shirtless with a pair of sweat pants on, the fuck??

"Ryan you look pissed." He said laughing.

I walked up his front stairs and pushed him out of my way.

"What the hell?! Why are you hitting me so much?!" He said.

I ignored him and went into his into his kitchen and started eating everything he had. He ran in and tackle me while I was trying to finish a banana.

"Get off of me!" I said picking him up off of me.

"No! You're crazy!" He started kicking me and I dropped him.

"What's wrong with you?!?!"

"You're a threat to yourself and others."

"Shut up and let met finish eating." I said getting up and throwing the banana away after a few minutes.

Zach walked over to me with a flashlight and started turning it on and off in my eyes.

"What the fuck man?!" I said covering my eyes.

"You're high... I know it!" He screamed at me.

"No I'm not I'm just.... whatever I'm going home anyways." I shoved his hand out of my way.

I started walking briskly to his front door, and he grabbed me.

"What?!" I said as I jerked my arm away from him.

"What's wrong with you man?" He asked in a serious tone.

I looked at him and started walking to the door, I turned back before I slammed the door. I need a drink.