When you are the daughter of Bennifer, the most acclaimed ex couple in the country and have to deal with all the family mishaps. Fights, arguments, jealousy and other things the media doesn't show.
~This story will focus on Bennifer, but you as Y...
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I don't know what to feel fear, anger, sadness, hate... I don't know what to do and now what will be the next step? I lost my baby, a being that even without seeing his face I was already completely in love.
I got back from the hospital a few weeks ago, Alex and Larissa threw this whole story out to the media and not only do I have to bear the pain of a loss but also the pain of being hated on the internet by millions of people.
— Mama, are you awake? -I heard Yn's voice and the knocking on the bedroom door, it's been a long time since I left here... — Mama? Mama? -I kept lying down looking at the window curtain, it was already sunny.
— She must be sleeping. -I heard Ben's voice. Oh, I didn't even know he was here.
— No Papi, she is not, she must be lying down watching the curtain light up. -She wasn't wrong.
— Mama... Let me in, I miss you... -Yn's tearful voice.
— Jennifer... She's crying, open that door. -I closed my eyes and sighed, I can't do this with my only daughter. I got up and unlocked the door and Yn hugged me tight.
— Mom... Promise you won't lock yourself up for weeks? -she looked at me with tears in her eyes.
— I will try, ok? -I said kissing her forehead.
— Princess, can I talk to your mother now? -Ben asked the same one who broke the hug and nodded leaving there. — Jen, you need to see a doctor.
— Please leave me alone, I just need to lie down and sleep.
— No, Jen... You can't be in mourning forever!
— I can not? Says that because the child wasn't hers, he was mine, Ben. HE WAS MINE! -I screamed as it hit my chest.
— IT WAS NOT MINE, BUT I LOVED IT! -he yelled back. — I wish it were our son, you know that was always our dream... - Ben sat on the edge of the bed looking at me.
— I know... - I whispered. He spent a few minutes sighing softly and looking at me, then he stood up with his back to me and ran his hands over his face. Was Ben crying?
— Get up, we have to leave. - He spoke with his back still.
— I- I'm afraid... People hate me now. - I stuttered nervously. How would I get out now? No one else would look me in the face.
— For Yn, let's go out with her, she... And I need you. -I got out of bed and walked over to him.
— I need you too. -I hugged her back and smiled.
I took a long shower. What would I tell the paparazzi?
— JEN, ARE YOU READY? -I heard Ben yell from downstairs.
— I'M GOING DOWN! -i yelled back as I finished getting dressed, I had to apply a lot of makeup on my face to hide the dark circles under my eyes and that wasted a lot of my time.
