Why are you my mate? (On hold)

The party

One I regained conciseness I notice that I couldn't walk and two leg that when I realized that I couldn't walk right on two legs my mind started to working right when I notice I had turn into my wolf I first steady my walk I have to admit walking on 4 is quite weird but then I got the hang of it I walk towards my bathroom since no one was home since I came from school early as I open the door with my big muzzle of a mouth I begin to see the mirror and get scared towards what I see I'm not regular black or brown or even grey in a pure white wolf with a little purple design towards my waste I then consternate on what I look like in my human form and I can feel the pain comes back to me but not as painful as the first time I can feel my bones rearrange and I learned that the more you practice changing the less pain and the quicker the transformation a new born transformation like mine go less than 2 min so by now I can change into my wolf from in less than a min then the max speed you can change in is 1.9 seconds only a few people that go to school can do that like mason mason the one that was made just for me but he is one of the many people that hurt me

"Alex honey is that you in there" my mom interrupts me from my thoughts

"Ummm yea mom it's me I came home early but I was too tired to go back it that ok "I said as soon as I had found my voice again

"Yea it's ok so come on out let me see your wolf"

As I walk out I can see her sad face

"You will have to wait and see till this afternoon at my birthday party because I'm sure you have already started it so come on let me help you"

"But Alex I ready wanna see your wolf but ok I'll wait "

We head down to the kitchen and I see my cake and the decoration and I also see that she has the food ready

"Umm guessing you ordered everything already?"

"Oh dear lord no I had some of my friends help"

"So what can I help you on them?"

"You can me can go ahead and start blowing up the balloons how does that sound" my mom can go every over board at times like this

"Yea sure I guess but I don't want the house full of them one some here and there ok "I asked with pleading eyes

"Ok"

Good I thought I didn't want it to seem like a child's birthday because one I wasn't one and two mason was coming...mason

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A few hours later the house look like a birthday party drinks and food here and there bar drinks, this was no regular party I was turning 16 witch meant I would have to change in front of the whole pack into my rare white with purple design I was worried what if they thought I was weird for my color I mean I was rare color ummm

"Alex honey are you ok" my mom interrupted my thoughts

"Umm yea I was just thinking how many people will be here?"

"Well umm the whole pack which is like 250 or maybe more I'm not sure why?"

" well you will see when I shift it will be a surprise I promise" as the last word left my mouth I locked eyes with my mate what rejected me ...mason as I looked at him Laura came and shoved her tongue down his throat but his eye just looked at me I couldn't take it so I just pushed through my mom and ran to my room if he thought he was going to hurt me he was wrong I looked at myself I was still in the clothes from school so I decided to change I went to my closet

I found myself at max ten min I was in some black high heal with a half pink and half black( im trying to put a pic on the side I hope I can do it :/)

"Alex honey is everything alright?" my mom's question was answers when she opened the door

"Oh my lord you look beautiful I mean wow "

"You think I thought I was over reacting?"

"Well of course I haven't seen you dressed like that since your pa pa died" as she when towards the end of her sentence she got quitter by the word