It's so Wrong but So Right ( trixya on the road )

Chapter 1

" First show back!" Katya called out excitedly to no one in particular. " my old bones are aching" she said sitting herself down on the semi comfortable sofa that was in her dressing room. Trixie gave her a faint smile as she rummaged through her makeup kit, looking for remover wipes.

The two of them had just finished their first show since Covid. It was exhilarating to be back on stage just the two of them, doing what they loved. The best part was this was the first stop of many on their newest tour. The two now sat crammed into an tiny dressing room with a small sofa shoved into the corner.

Trixie admired her friend who was lying on the couch. She was beyond proud of her for fighting through remission to be where she was today. She silently began to remove her makeup, carefully wiping her face and peeling off her lashes, to slowly reveal Brian.

" mama how do you even see onstage with those 22 pairs of lashes you have stuck to your face?" Katya called out from her exhausted state.

Trixie let out a little laugh before responding.

" bitch I don't see! But honestly when I'm around you it's probably better I don't see. With your old wrinkled skin" Trixie poked lovingly.

Katya just rolled her eyes and closed them. After this they would head to their seperate tour buses to relax before hitting the road again tomorrow for another fun filled day of friendship. Just thinking about the times ahead of them made Katya smile.

" can you help me get out of this? The zippers stuck." Came trixies voice drowning out her thoughts of tour.

Katya stood up and shimmied her way over to wear her beautiful best friend stood anxious to get the padding off. She allowed her fingers to linger on her back for a moment before running the zipper down, freeing Trixie of her uncomfortable state.

Katya wanted to sit back down and sleep but she knew better. If she sat now it would be harder to get back up, so she two began to unzip her dress and prepare for bed.

"Oh my god" came trixies voice from beside her. " I had no idea there was a man under that wig!" Katya laughed at trixies joke. Her humour had always matched perfectly with her own.

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The two walked to the parking lot where the buses were parked. Katyas red stained lips smiled at the look of all the buses parked together. It reminded her that she had accomplished something important.

" well today has been amazing. Goodnight trix" she said giving her friend a delicate kiss in the cheek.

" where are you going?" Trixie asked longingly, not wanting their time together to end.

" to bed. It's like 1 am!" Katya said debating wether or not to stick around to hear trixies response.

" no come sleep in my bus." She said outrightly.

Katya couldn't help but be slightly taken aback by her friends words. She had to remind herself that Trixie had a long term boyfriend. She couldn't get between them, they were in love and she was the best friend.

" I don't know.." she said shaking her head.

" come on bitch!" Trixie said grabbing the other Brian's hand and pulling him in the direction of his bus.

It's not that Trixie couldn't sleep alone, he just didn't want to. Sleeping in the same bed ask Katya completely calmed his nerves. And now more than ever did he need that.

They entered the bus and flicked on the lights witch. The bus wasn't very big, it consisted of one bed a small couch next to the window and I bathroom that sat directly across. There was a mini fridge and small counter top, along with a dresser for clothes and other personal belongings.

Trixie looked away as Katya changed into a pair of sweatpants, before sliding into bed. The fact was that Katya was attractive. Trixie knew damn well that  she had it good. She was famous within her community, she had a loving boyfriend at home, and enough money to live comfortably. Best of all she got to see and tour the world with her best friend and talk and laugh all day. It didn't get much better than that. There was no reason to make it complicated.

Katya couldn't help but give a soft smile as his friend climbed into bed next to him. It felt so right. Like they should always be like this. Only when they were on tour were they able to fully be themselves. Carefully he opened his arms welcoming Trixie into his grasp.

"I love working with you" Trixie smiled up at Katya with a genuine grin plastered on his face.

" I hate working, but I will admit it doesn't feel like work with you" Katya sighed pushing down the feelings he had for Trixie.

" well we get to do it all again tomorrow so we better rest up" Trixie said sinking his head deeper into katyas chest.

" before my goodnight kiss?" Katya asked. He didn't expect Trixie to do anything but laugh. He constantly turned down katyas kisses and sexual advances so why would now be any different.

Trixie thought for a moment. Before she had left LA for tour she had talked with David. They had recently been trying out an open relashionship. They could sleep with whoever, kiss whoever they wanted as long as they were always there for each other. The one rule they had established was that there could be no sex with Katya. But this wasn't sex this was a kiss.

Trixie raised her had to meet katyas gaze. Her eyebrows furrowed in impatience.

" I thought I was getting a goodnight kiss?" He said looking up at brian.The look in his eyes said everything. Quietly Katya leaned down and softly kissed Trixie. Just as Katya was pulling away from the kiss, already feeling guilty, Trixie leaned back in closing the gap that had only been lingering for a few moments.

" trix you know we can't" Katya stated calmly only pulling away slightly.

" please. Just tonight." Trixie whispered against his lips. Fear welled in both their eyes. " we don't ever have to talk about." He continued as if pleading, begging to continue.

" fine fine just tonight" Katya agreed leaning back in.

The kiss was passionate and far from friendly. As bad as Trixie felt she couldn't help but enjoy it. In no way did he want to hurt David. That was never his goal. David had always felt slightly threatened by his and katyas friendship. I mean your gay boyfriend kissing and touching his gay best friend all the time? That would upset anyone. But the kiss was magical and neither could deny that they didn't want it to end. And it didn't.

The kissing continued until the energy in the room became desperate.

" trix I'm not going to have sex with you on a night where we have to perform again tomorrow. Let's go to bed" Katya said exasperated. He knew Katya was right but it was hard.

Katya sighed at the look of dissatisfaction on his friends face. It wasn't like him to stop a make out session, but in all fairness it wasn't really like Trixie to be allowing it in the first place.

Feeling slightly guilty he pulled Trixie into his arms and gave him a quick peck. " night" he said.