It's so Wrong but So Right ( trixya on the road )

Chapter 5

Trixie stared at herself in the small mirror of her tour bus washroom. She was completely in love with her best friend. It was weighing in her heart and soul, so much so that she couldn't be bothered to get out of drag. It hurt her to know that in a few days she would have to go home to David and pretend like she was in love with him. It hurt to know that she was going to have to go back to filming unhhh and act like nothing had ever happened. It hurt her that she couldn't tell Katya any of this. She didn't want to make anything complicated for her friend, most of all she couldn't risk hurting someone so mentally I'll and fragile. What if something happend between them? Trixie was the one who comforted Katya when she felt like she might fall into old habits. If Trixie was the reason for it who would Katya have to turn too? Absolutely no one.

Buzzz buzzzzz

Trixie glanced at her phone on the table. It was Katya texting her.

Do you want to hang out?

Trixie sighed heavily before responding

Yeah I do. There's a cafe a block from here. Want me to come get you?

Trixie quickly replied yes. She rushed around getting out of drag. She was going to miss Katya when she got back, but she most definitely would not miss the cramped work environments.

Just as Trixie was pulling on a baseball hat in walked Katya.

" bitch were you just getting out of drag? We've been done for hours!" Katya said starring at the fresh makeup wipes in the garbage.

" I got sidetracked." Trixie said truthfully.

" what starring at yourself?" Katya joked laughing.

" actually yes you cunt! Don't fucking judge me. I'm beautiful" Trixie said earnestly.

" shut the fuck up. Let's go" Katya said dragging Trixie by the hand to the door. " it's getting late already."

Trixie allowed himself to be pulled out of the parking lot filled with cars and onto a sidewalk.

" I haven't been to one of these in forever" he said staring up at the dimly lightend sign.

" Mama your not thaaat famous. You can eat in a cafe" Katya said.

They sat in a booth in a corner tucked away from the other guests. It was peaceful sitting there with Katya.

" what are you thinking? Your starring at me weird" he said lowering his menu to analyze Trixie. " what?" He repeated now looking straight at Trixie

" hmm? Oh nothing just stuff on my mind" he said turning his attention to the drink options.

Katya sighed and also returned to the menu. Trixie seemed just as lost as himself. He just wasn't as good at hiding it. It was completely exhausting trying to figure out where their relashionship stood. This hooking up in the evening and pretending nothing happened during the day was going to be the death of him.

The waitress came over and took their orders. Trixies phone began to buzz. He ignored it.

" Brian shouldn't you get that?" Katya asked puzzled.

" no I'm here with you." Since when did Trixie care about their quality time.

" bitch I'm on tour with you. I see enough of you, go take your call. Don't worry about me" he said pulling out his own phone to show Trixie that he had something to do while he waited.

" okay just give me one second." He said sliding out of the booth and into a closed off hallway near the washrooms.

The caller ID read David. He was the last person he wanted to talk to.