Bennys pov;
After the fight my mind went blank. I wolk up in my bed. My throat is dry. My eyes hurt. The day goes by like nothing I just walk around my house casting stupid fucking spells. I hear a knock on my door. It's Ethan, I open it.
"Benny!"
I don't wanna talk right now.
"I'm so so sorry about last night you know I didn't mean it!"
Stop talking.
"Benny, I didn't just come here to apologize!"
Stop talking.
"I have some good news!"
Stop talking.
"Me and Sarah are together!"
Why didn't you stop talking.
I don't know why but everything hurts.
I don't know why I feel this way.
I should be happy for him.
I slammed the door. I could faintly here Ethan.
"Benny!!"
I walked to my room and curled into bed. Just another normal night right? Except I had no tears in my eyes this time. They were dry and lifeless. The sun began to set. I grabbed a piece of paper from my drawer and began writing.
I'm not sorry. I don't like it here, I never have. I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling but i know how to fix it. I can't do this anymore goodbye.
-Benny
I grabbed a bottle of pills from the medicine cabinet. I set the note down on my bed side table and layed down. I opened the bottle and swallowed the bottle.
"Bye"
