I'm afraid, I'm extremely afraid. I'm in a point in my life where I don't know what the hell I'm doing or where I'm going, for reference I'm 27 years old about to be 28, and I know I'm useless.
I haven't had a proper job and obviously my family is tired of trying to help me so I'm about to lose the place where I live because I can't pay rent anymore and I'm alone my parents are in another state I literally have like a dollar and I let my own fear dominate my life so I know for sure I'm the only responsable for this. I know I have had a lot problems that kind of justify my behavior (I was s3xu4lly 4ss4ult3d) but if I continue like this my future will be ruined.
Taking the same the decisions, letting my fear win, being lazy, and having no motivation towards life.
I'm terrified and I don't want to say to anyone because I don't want to guilt trip my family into KEEP helping me. I'm afraid of asking for help.
(and to top it all not a single work I had send my resume had called me)
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My Fears
No FicciónThis a diary of a person with depression tendencies and anxiety towards life in geberal, in the hopes that it would be helpful to somebody. For you and me: we are not alone but it's true that our own behavior it's not always helpful.
