As my alarm clock set for 6:30 am goes off, i stare at the ceiling for a couple minutes, exhausted because i could barely get any sleep due to the sexual fantasies that constantly run through my head that for some reason always have to be answered. I get up and tell Siri to play B.S. by Jhene Aiko while i get in the shower to get ready for what is said the "worst year of high school." My bestie Summer calls me screaming talking about her grandma is gonna let her take her old Nissan Altima to school as a early birthday present so she tells me she's coming to pick me up so we can all go to Starbucks. You might be wondering who is included in that "all" and it's me, summer and her tall, rude ass light bright boyfriend Issac. Now don't get me wrong, I'm happy my bestie has someone who makes her happy but they literally fuck each other multiple times a day, i'm talking about straight going at it like animals. I remember one time we went to the drive in movies to watch " Carrie" and they were fucking right next to me but it took so long to notice cause like helloo i'm really into the movie and y'all just getting it on in public. I don't know how that girl isn't pregnant yet. Then when i told her that made me feel uncomfortable, she gone tell me i'm jealous because i don't have anyone and although that may be true to a certain extent, it's just some things they do is completely out of pocket. As i get dressed, my mom completely barrages in my room with a list of chores i have to do once i get home and when all of them have to be done by. A lot of people would say my mom is controlling and she definitely is but i love her and want to continue to be alive so with that being said i had to do them. Summer calls me outside and i put the finishing touches on, hug my mom goodbye and jot out the door.
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out of my zone
Romancetrigger warnings- mentions of suicide, domestic violence, substance abuse, sexual assault, mental illness etc