Dekubaku 🧡💚one shot book💚🧡

I promised didn't i?.. doll ~

( i don't own Mha but if i did all of the characters in some of the episodes would be cross-dressing , or doing some crazy ass shit or op shit or making jokes and probably doing gay shit)

V!deku×H! Bakugo
🍡Fluff 🍡
Slight 🔴angst🔴
Sad_baku
Tired_ baku
Nice_ baku
Good× but ×evil deku

🚫Warning 🚫: it contains suicide and self loathing

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Katsuki:
×X× In nightmare ×X×

No sign of light just darkness spread everywhere, nothing but darkness like an empty abyss of nothingness locked in one empty silent space, but it's just a trick, is always a trick ,the darkness is playing games with me it always is, there's always something in the silent abyss of the darkness, there's always something lurking there in the silent space of it's shadows, something there waiting patiently.

Just watching my every move , waiting until i mess up ,waiting for me to lose everyone and everything , so it could consume me and finally envelope me , around is dark secrets , so it could hurt me then release me so it could do it all over again until the only thing i know is pain and suffering

and if it gets finally tired of me then it finaly devours me ,to never return to the light , to be rid of its calm , it's pureness , is tranquility , after breaking my mind into broken peices of glass, until'- .

"Kacchan! Kacchan !"

A small figure yells out , and like magic light started to envelop the darkness , it's warm is nice is calm , is beautiful

"Huh? Deku!?"

I ask to be sure ,I wasn't dreaming, that the one I longed for , is really here , but a small giggle got me out of my thought's , wait.. why? is my voice so sqeeky

"kacchan!!"

I looked at the small green eyed boy who smiled at me with amusement , wonder and adoration as he's eyes practically glowed like stars , I looked back in astonishment as I questioned whether if everything was real , if my were preyers finally answered,

"Silly!!, Kacchan i am real"

The greenett giggled as he gently pulls me with his stubby little hand and i realized that my hands were a bit small and chubby like his ....but something was weird and unusual.... it was not as warm as it should have been or... was supposed to be...but..was it really supposed to  feel warm?

shrugging the thought  out my head  ,I just following the direction the greenett urged me to follow as I finally noticed that it was now a beautiful creek that he and I used to play in . I quietly followed deku as he muttered about quirks which i only happily listened with out a complain .... it was perfect... well at least i thought ... everything started to get darker and darker as the greenett led me deeper  and deeper

Deku ...

I whispered softly trying to get the greenett's attention, but that didn't get his attention i tried again

Deku ....

And like that he vanished , and everything around me flashes and now I'm on top of the roof of my old middle school and there was deku with he's feet over the edge as he glanced at down

"Dek- izu ... p-please d-don't "

I stammered as the small sobs tried to make thrown my lips , and i realized that i was crying and my hands were probably shaking. Izuku carefully turn's to look at me , and my eyes meet with his ,

And the first thing i saw was that the beautiful shimmer ,they had was gone, and the only thing was left there was pain , anger, sadness hurt and guilt , other than that they would've seemed cold and icy with no emotions as they grew darker