Its called "Don't Kiss Him" for a reason

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Dahvies POV-

I starred at the blank black screen of my phone that was currently laying on the table beside the bed. Thinking it would just magically light up with a picture of Jayy and the sound of Welcome to the Family (by Avenged Sevenfold. Yes, i love that song so that shall be the ringtone.) play. It had been three days.

Three days since Sasha broke up with me. Three days since Jayy had broke down. And three days since i had last SEEN jayy.

And it driving me insane. And not knowing why he broke down makes me feel guilty...

And why didn't he ever tell me that he was in love!

I mean it would have hurt, a lot. But at least i could have supported him. He can have who ever he wants, straight or not.

I'm a little pissed he didn't tell me. But if he did tell me, it would have hurt just as much as it does now, knowing he doesn't like me back. Well.. I don't think he knows i like him but still.

He hates me. Why? I HAVE NO EARTHLY FUCKIN CLUE!

He wont answer his phone.

I groaned in a depressed way and rolled to my stomach.

I heard a sniffle down the hall.

No one els is here with me. I cautiously got up.

JAYY?!!

I heard light footsteps on the carpet and a door close.

I got off the bed and walked to my bedroom door. That better be Jayy.

Jayys POV-

I walked into my room.

Right to my bed. I was going insane with all of this. I truly wanted to just die.

My senses are very high so i could hear Dahvies feet on the soft pale carpet.

I pushed the side of my head into the pillow when 3 knocks hit the wood of my door.

"Jayy..?" he asked unsure. I let out a sniffle, SHIT.

"Jayy open the door." he demanded with the knowing of I was just through the door.

I stayed silent and a small, exhausted growl escaped his throat.

It was quiet but i could still hear movement. I pushed myself up to look at the door when i heard a click.

It opened and Dahvie leaned against the doorframe.

"Where have you been?" he asked in a strict demanding tone. It turned me on to see him mad at me. The way he said it. Like he was my father.

Damn i want him to be my daddy... Okay Jayy now is not the time to think about sex with Dahvie! Besides he doesn't like you.

I felt tears sting my eyes but i tried my best to push them back inside.

"I was out" i muttered. "Where were you, fucking every whore in town? Oh wait. I forgot. You have already accomplished that!" i growled. Okay it was a little harsh. But just to be fair i was not in a good mood. I was pissed and hurt. They do not mix well.

"For your information i stayed here waiting for you to get back!" he enlightened me. I went my eyes widen.

"Why?" i asked before i could stop myself.

"Jayy listen, i care about you. I really do your my brother" he looked down.

Thats all i ever be. A blood brother. Every time he opened his mouth to speak i just imagine him saying he loves me too. It doesn't hurt to dream right?

Okay yes. It hurts.

I ignored him and went back to laying down.

I rolled on my stomach when he sat down on the bed.

"Please just leave" i said through a cracked voice.

"Jayy whats wrong?"he asked. "is it what i said at the park.. B-because i didn-n't mean it" he stutterd. I shot up. Straight up. He didn't mean it?

Really..!? I dont know weather to be excited to brush it off because he is just trying to make me feel better...

"Really?" i asked and he stared straight into my eyes and thats when i noticed how close we were.

"Yea" he mutterd seeming dazed, he noticed how he sounded and a blush met his cheeks. We were just so close. Less than inches away from each others lips, i could jus-

I was cut off by him.

His lips.

Hehehehe as soon as i post this chapter ima start on the next one.

Yesh. Hopefully it wont be that long. But ill be gone all day tomorrow so.. Well. Im not sure sunday is my birthday i might have to post it then since my party is tomorrow.

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