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A mistake

TW: Homophobia, death threats, body shaming, and mentions of death. Mentions of lynching and more.
(BTW y'all I am a black creator just to let y'all know)

(Btw the Nicki part is fully true Mattia already admitted why he said the about papa and plus the bitch part. The rest of what he did I will never defend. This is just a story so I hope that I don't offend my Black community and my Lgbtq+ community.)

"Hey, guys Today I want to come on here and hopefully attract the attention of black people, LGBTQ + people, and Nicki Minaj stans." He started.

"First off I wanna address the Nicki Minaj topic because it's not that long. I never body shamed papa bear. I called him a fat ass because his chunky body was adorable I love fat babies. But, because of my past and because some barbs are problematic they used my past and my post as a ticket to get all barbs to hate me. Now for the bitch part. It was never intended to call Nicki a bitch. I called her a bitch in a joking way and most barbs do it too. So again they used that as a way to send hate." He said.

"Nicki has already handled it though so it's in the dirt but it's time for the most important part of these topics," Mattia said.

"I would wholeheartedly like to apologize to the black community." He continued. "I know the n-word is an ignorant and negative word that was used in slavery. Slavery was a huge pain to multiple families, it was a word that was used when black women and men would be beat, lynched and more. One Woman lost her life and her baby was cut out of her and killed, she deserved better and so did the baby. I know I messed up and I deeply apologize I understand your anger. Slavery should never ever be forgotten. Multiple families have suffered and the n-word is not a word at all, it has a deep meaning, and even if someone said they didn't use it in a way to harm Black or African Americans, etc that will never take away the racial meaning from it. And I don't know much but an African American woman told me that when you guys got your power back you guys ya know took your word and power back. Reportedly that word was used when slaves were mistreated and beaten and lynched. I was very wrong and I had no business using that word it was truly an accident and other times I said it purposely and I apologize for hurting the black community."

"To the Lgbt community, I deeply apologize for being transphobic, and homophobic. I know that since my uncle died my Auntie has refused to date men, so instead she dated women. Even then that will never excuse my homophobic actions. Now, I wanna say that I'll never know how it feels. But, I do sincerely apologize to women and men. Because every year women and men who turn trans are killed or commit suicide either from being bullied, from an abusive home, or from having issues with their self-image. No one speaks up on these topics as much. I wanna say that what I did was unforgivable to most people what I would like to do is truly start a charity event and movement to help them get better homes including the black community. Thank you guys for listening I will be taking a break and I'll see you guys later. If you do forgive me, thank you. I truly wanna start fresh goodbye guys."

PHEW okay at this point I'm just gonna stop saying I'm not gon leave y'all. Before I go though, I do wanna say I'm dropping more lesbian books this account will be a bi-ish acc soon. Mainly because I'm running out of lesbian ideas. I just wanna keep you guys interested and give you something else to read while I'm working on this. I just feel like sh*t bc not only did I lose motivation but I also promised that I wouldn't leave you guys. Life has been tough and I'm also back in school so sorry about that. In general, even if we don't go through things making books can be really tough. Whether your life is hard or not. Life gets in the way regardless. Love y'all, see y'all in the next update. Hope y'all doing well.