Red zone

What happened? (Sebastian pov)

JESUS Christ, it has been a while. I have updates coming soon. I just needed a break because everyday struggles are getting real. Anyways here is the story. 

I woke up to the sight of Brandon's face right in front of mine. He's actually not that bad looking when you look really hard, but I don't think I feel the same attraction for him as I do for Daimon. We have always been good friends and that one time. That one time... that one time. Why am I even thinking about that? Daimon just asked me out, and what happened? I pass out in Brandon's bed. Everything else was a blur... Something was pumping, my heart I think. the details afterward are just there... What did I even say? What did he look like? Are we just a one-night stand? Wait, he asked me out. He asked ME OUT. How did I even miss that detail?

"How are you holding up?" Brandon asked in his sleepy tone. 

"I'm fine I think," I responded, still deep in thought. 

"Are we going to address the elephant in the room, or are we just going to avoid it?" Brandon inquired with a calm tone. 

"He only does this when he is actually serious about something," I thought to myself as I got myself to reply in a soft tone, "We are..."

"Do you think you want to date him?" Brandon just asked directly. When I was hoping to take it slow.

"I don't know. Do you really think I would call you otherwise?" I responded with a teasing tone. 

"Was the sex at least good?" Brandon was basically begging at me with those puppy eyes. 

"Yes, "I replied with an eye roll, "But that is not important right now. I don't know what to say"

"I think you should just go for it, you have nothing to lose, and based on how sore you seem you seem to enjoy him quite a lot." Brandon teased me. 

"I honestly don't know why I keep you around sometimes," I retorted him. 

"You know you love me," He said with a wink. 

He is always just a silly person. I think I might call Daimon later or text. I don't know what to do. If I call him and I get nervous, then I might now have the courage to even tell him, but texting him seems unprofessional. I don't know. I don't even know if I even want to date him, and what if he thought wrong, but how I felt during our night. What about the people at school, and my parents... My parents. They don't even like the idea of Sam and me. A GUY and I... They will flip out, but the idea of a secret relationship is giving me butterflies in more than my stomach. 

I think I'm ready to finally face this and call Daimon...

I am so sorry this is so short. I will publish more very very soon <3 I have just been so busy lately I haven't gotten the chance to write sorry :)