part-31( a new start)

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" Tejasswi please don't leave"

"Tejasswi i love you i can do what you want me to do"

"Please tejasswi "

"Tejasswi"

"Karan"

"Karaan "

"Karan wake up"

suddenly cold water hit my skin and i woke up with a jerk reality hit me and it took me second to understand that it was a horrible dream.

Tejasswi looks at me like i had grown two heads.

" What ? Why are screaming tejasswi tejasswi and why are you sweating?? " Tejasswi asked me confused.

" No... Nothing .

" Ok lets back to sleep it's 3am " she said while shifting on her side.

"can you make me sleep, please" i said.

" O.. ok"she said after thinking a minute.

Karan's POV ends.....

tejasswi's POV....

I just don't understand what happened to him but he yelled my name in sleep and there is sweat all over his body i tried to wake him up but he didn't so i throw water on him . He asked me to make him sleep.i don't want to but he looks really scared i wonder what scares this devil and make him all sweaty in dream.

I took him in my arms carefully puting his head on my chest and started ruffling his hair. Soon he slept but now sleep is nowhere seen in my eyes. I don't help but think about my plan which i don't know i can complete after his emotional confession .

"I LOVE YOU TEJASSWI "AND I CAN'T EVEN THINK LIVING WITHOUT YOU,YOU ATE MY LIFE ,YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING"

I can't understand why but his words were still echoing in my mind like they were said just now . After breaking down in my arms  hugged me tightly like i am the most precious to him and here i am   try to forgot his confession tried to forget his innocent face while he asks me for make him sleep. How can i ditch him while he is been all lovey dovey with me .he is  been extra sweet and caring too . And I love this side of his . Wait ! What did I say just now ? Love ? LOL . How could I even use that word ? I mean I like him when he is nice with me , I like the way he makes me feel when he is around me , I like his touches , his kisses , I like the way he speaks , I like the way he looks , I like the way he smiles but this is not love ..... Right ?

  Do i really love him But how can I love him ? My back arched subconsciously remembering the lashes he gave it , my fingers moved subliminally and touched the mark he gave me , touched the flesh he branded that with his name . How can I love him after all he did to me ? I clutched my stomach now , it growled loudly as if reminding me of the days I was kept hungry . How can I love him ? And then the memories of me and him at the Cabin , in the river and the days after that when he cherished me and showered me with love flashed in front of my eyes . Do I love him ?

No !  it cant be love cause it is wrong . I cannot love  him because he destroyed my life , hurt my father , took away my freedom . He destroyed me and my family . I cannot love him ... It's wrong .. He is the enemy ... He is bad .... He is Devil ... He hurt me ... He ... He ... Fuck ! No matter how much I keep reminding myself I cannot bring my heart to hate him . It's like my heart cannot stop itself from getting attracted to him . I don't know what to name my feelings as but all I know is that it feels weird . I can't leave him after what he dod for me he could fie just because of me and if i say truth i can see love and faith in his eyes. But can i love i who kidnapped me? who beat
me? Burn me? Whip me?Starve
me? Tried to rape me?No! I can't i cant love him.

But! I can love the guy who almost die for me.
Whose mother love me like her own daughter.
In whom's arms i feel safe .
Who only think about me even in his dreams.
Who makes me feel like princess everyday.
Who eats eggshell in omlate coz i made it.
Who stand by my side.
Yes! Maybe i can love the guy who confessed his love to me sone hours ago.
Yes! I can love the guy who laid in my arms like a innocent little baby.
Yes ! Tejasswi you can do it. Atleast i can give him a Chance but first maybe this time he really loves me or in a hurry i loss my true love. Maybe he is the one. I decided to give him a chance in real not because what i planned coz i don't know why but i really feel attraction towards him . When he is ill i don't feel good. I really love when he Confess his feelings Towards him. No matter how much my mind hates him but my heart always ends up love him. Wtf i again say love ah!well lets see what destiny dicided for us. I am deep in my thoughts that i haven't realised when i fell asleep

In morning 🌅.....

I woke up to a pair of manly arms around me . I stared at his gorgeous face and smiled . He looked like a baby when he's asleep . I couldn't resist lacing my hands with his hair again . I was still roaming my hands on his hair when  my phone alarm started ringing and because of the noise he woke up . My heart skipped a beat . What if he gets mad coz he hates noise while sleeping ?. I immediately sat up . I got up to leave his room before he woke up and got mad on me ,

  " Where are you going " he said . I turned to see he was now sitting on the bed .

" Um .. I .. I ... Don't know alarm kese  " I stuttered as he got up and came towards me . I began backing away when he grabbed my waist and brought me close to him . I gasped , feeling his erected d*ck poking my tummy . Gosh , he's huge . Before I knew it , he carried me bridal style back to the bed . I was confused , wasn't he mad ?He layed me down gently on the bed and rested his head on my chest .

" Karan , aren't you mad ? " He raised his head and looked at me .

" Why ?, Did you take advantage of me last night ? " He smirked while my face turned Scarlet

" Um ... no . I didn't " I said feeling shy and nervous . He took my hands and placed it back on his hair , indicating he wanted me to keep on playing with it

" I want to sleep " he said placing his head on my chest again . I smiled feeling like maybe , just maybe karan and I can have a real relationship more than just I don't know what we are to each other . After one hour , I got up to prepare breakfast but mom already got everything ready coz they have to go somewhere and prince also went office , I just went to take my bath and got dressed in an off - shoulder crop top , paired with a short shorts . I walked down for breakfast and saw Karan already at the table . I sat opposite him when he asked me to get up . he asked me to come sit on his lap . I sat on his lap feeling shy through out breakfast .

" We have a charity event tomorrow and you're coming with me " he said typing on his phone .

" No! Karan i don't want to go. Whenever i go out something bad happened. May be i wore too revealing clothes or i don't know why but "...

" Hey! Just shut up why are you blaming yourself and your clothes for whatever happened. It happened Because Vishal is a asshole. There is no problem in you and your clothes.you xan wear what you want .you wear it for yourself and me. Aren't you.
He said Making me feel really Happy.

"Nope! I wear it only for myself " i said teasing him.

" Ok .. ok you wear it for yourself got ready at 8 i will pick you up . He said and I got off his lap and said goodbye to him when he pulled me to him . My body colliding with his .

" Is that how to send your man off to work ? " he raised his brows looking at me intently . I stood on my tip toes and kissed his cheek . He immediately responded grabbing my ass and crashed his lips in mine . both my hands around his neck.


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