Alr my goofy ahhh feeelinggggggsss
Alright y'know what pisses me off
When people get mad at me me for being angry when I'm aloud to
I have every right to be
Literally I lack an expression of anger yes
But when I do I have heard people ask me," you get angry ? "
Or shit like that
And that pisses me off
Of course I do
And then they get mad at me for when I get livid when they ask
Because I'm a person too !
I have every right to be angered
Maybe they don't know
But then why do get mad when I tell them I do and get angered !
They must not care at all about how I feel
So yes I have every right to be mad
Call me a selfish bitch
I don't care right now
I have emotions too
Why should I hide them to protect you ?!
From avoiding what they did to me ?!
I shouldn't have to
But that's what's expected at this point
And I'm at my breaking point with it
All of it
I hate living
Everyone always wants me to be something I'm not
Why can't I be liked for me ?
I don't want to feel this way
I hate it
Myself
Almost everything at this point
And way to many people
I can't hide my anger any longer
Because I just end up blowing up at people over stupid things when I do that
And that's not a good way of dealing with it.
Maybe I should get some sleep I'm tired
Then I won't be mad anymore
I will probably forget I ever wrote this
And that's okay with me now
