love being comforted but hate it at the same time
Because I feel so selfish
I want it but I always feel so selfish and needy
Why am I like this
I hate this feeling
I just don't want this any pity
But I want comfort
I want it
But I don't
I feel so selfish
I always feel bad
Because I'm probably just taking up people's time
I feel overwhelmed by this feeling of guilt
I don't know why
I don't want to feel guilty
Or take up people's time
So at this point
I don't know what to do
If I ever bother anyone or it gets to much
Please tell me
At all
I don't wanna feel this way
I want it so bad I want to be comforted
I do
I want so many things
I'm so needy
And pathetic
I hate myself
Everything about myself
Why am I like this ?
