VEGASPETE EARN ME 18+

I CAN'T LOSE YOU

Pete POV

"Pete are you ok?" Arm asked worried
"What..." I asked confused
"You look dull and have dark circles around your eyes and you are not focusing...what's wrong ?..are you not feeling well"

How can I feel well if I'm sleeping less than 2 hours each night because Vegas doesn't sleep on the same bed with me. And it seems my body is used to him but I can't tell him that

"I'm good Arm" I replied with a smile
"But Pete..."
"Arm please I'm fine" I cut him off because I didn't want to burst into tears in front of him...

The major and minor families will be having a meeting this afternoon but I decided to come early to meet my friends
"Where is khun Noo" I asked Arm
"They are asleep after getting drunk at Yok's bar.... We went to celebrate Porchay's 18th birthday and they got drunk except khun Kim and Khun kinn"

"What about you?..didn't you drink?"
"I'm forbidden to get drunk because khun Noo says l turn into a stripped when I'm drunk" and we both laughed

"Hey Pete... When did you get here...I miss you" khun Tankhun came to hug me
"An hour ago " I hugged him back"
"Why didn't you wake me up"
"I'm sorry khun" I smiled .
Khun Tankhun can be cute sometimes only when he isn't throwing tantrum

"Wait, why do you look like shit" he said , dramatically spinning me around
"What did that crazy cousin of mine did to you"
"I'm fine " I replied faking a smile
"I don't believe you..is Vegas not feeding you well " he continued to examine me
"Maybe it's because I'm still not used to being in the Minor family house but I'm fine" l lied
"Pete you even gained weight when Vegas kidnapped you...or is he cheating on you"
"Come on Khun Tankhun,... Vegas is not like that"

"Vegas that has slept with half Thai men, l even heard he use to fuck his father's clients sometimes.... I'm sure his body count is higher than kinn's "

I didn't mean to but I started sobbing
"Pete ! Pete! What's wrong" Arm handed me a tissue. When khun was talking about how easily Vegas sleeps around it made me wonder why he doesn't want to have sex with me.
"Pete why are you crying" khun asked and hugged me
"Ve...Vegas ...Vegas he doesn't want to have sex with me...I'm l not attractive khun " trying to wipe the tears from my face

"Ofcos not.. you are one of the most beautiful guys in Thai Pete and that bastard is lucky to have you as his boyfriend even if l don't agree" khun Tankhun consoled me
"So why doesn't he.."
"I'm sure that idiot is guilty of something" Arm helped me to the couch
"What?...but he hasn't done anything bad to me to feel guilty about"

"Aww Pete you're so good for him....are you sure ??...what about when he kidnapped you" I can see Arm is uncomfortable with the topic but he is being a friend by being here.
"What about that?...it's already in the past "
"But it hasn't been long...Pete you still have scars ...did he ever forced you to have sex when you were kidnapped?"
"Well yes....he did at first"
"Did he hurt you"
"Erm....kind of"
"Then that bastard is scared to hurt you again"
"But Vegas will never hurt me again" l said confidently.

He really regret what happened... As much as I never what that to happen again but meeting Vegas I'll say I can endure to go through that again just to meet the present Vegas

"But that bastard doesn't know that, he may think he can hurt you unintentionally because that's what he does to people... hurt them, well except his stubborn little brother...did you ever initiated sex "
"Not that l recall...no"
"Then maybe he thinks you are not really into it as he is"
Tankhun may be crazy but sometimes he speaks wisdom

Vegas POV

I arrived at the major family's house in the afternoon after closing a deal in the morning
"This way " a bodyguard directed us to their meeting room.
I kept looking around but couldn't find Pete. Kinn, Kim, Porsche, Arm and two other bodyguards of kinn were seated. I sat down across kim and Nop went into the corner of the room. Pete and Tankhun came to join and he sat two seat far apposite me. He is avoiding my eyes , his eyes look slightly puffy and red, no one can notice he has been crying but it can't escape me. Fuck who is making him cry...

"As you all know we've ordered some weapons from a Korean- Italian called Vincenzo Cassano who was a Consigliere for the Cassano family but became the boss last year...he has been doing business all over Asian but have representative" Porche was presenting the deal

"We were able to strike a deal with him but will be dealing with his Thai representative called Viper. He will be meeting us for the exchange of products next week Monday" Porsche finished and took his seat

"He insisted we should come to him instead of choosing a mutual place" Kinn added
"Then it can be a trap" I said still staring at Pete
"It can , or he just want to have the upper hand but we can't give him that" Kim said
"We also need those weapons, we are expanding our territories and we promised our investors we'll open as soon as possible, so we need those weapons and he is the only one who can deliver them on time" Kinn said
"He said he will allow any number of bodyguards to accompany us" Porsche said

"Well I find that more suspicion" I smirk
"He is basically saying no matter the number of bodyguards he can overpower us" Kim added
"But I have heard Vincenzo Cassano is an honest business man" it's the first thing Pete has talked
"It can or can't be true but the true problem is...can we trust Viper" Kim said
"So what will we do??" Kinn said looking at me and l looked back
"Let's take few people with us as disguise and secretly send our men to check and guard the meeting place before the date of the meeting without them knowing" Kim got up to draw a plan on the board
"He wouldn't give us the location before the day" kinn said
"Fuck" Kim who is normally cool threw the marker across the room and I hit the table

"How many bodyguards will you take" I asked kinn
"I'll take Porsche, Arm,myself and three other bodyguards" Kinn answered
"I'll go as well" kinn said
"I'll take four bodyguards including Nop"

"I'll be going as well" Pete said
"No" I immediately corrected him and looked at him
"Why can't l?...Porsche is going as well"
"You and Porsche are different"
"What!...how different" his glare can kill me across the room
"I can't lose you Pete" I said calmly and we stared at each other, the sexual tension is so thick I can grab. I want him now, I miss him . I want to hurt him by spanking his stubborn little ass but at the same time I want to take care of him and doesn't want anything to happen to him. I'm scared l will lose control..

"Ahemm" someone cleared his throat reminding us we are not alone in the room
" Vegas you can't say things like that , we are in public " Pete turn his head blushing

"I don't give a f*ck"
"Well I'm sure no one want to be get fucked by you except Pete but you have to get a room first" Kim teased

"So is Pete going or not" kinn asked
"No " I replied
"I'm going if you agree or not"
"This topic is not over"

"Pete" I approached him after the meeting. He dismissed Arm to talk to me
"Lets go home together" he stepped back when I tried to touch him
"I'll spend the night here, khun Noo is helping me with something" he said avoiding my eyes
"Whatever it is I'm sure I can be better help, now lets go home"
"I'll end up sleeping in that cold room all by myself if I follow, so I'll rather stay ..sorry" and left

I thought he wanted time by himself to adjust, that's why I suggested for him to move to the other room even though I have been sleepless this past days because he is not by my side and I could barely control myself from fucking him I thought that's the best option but I guess I was wrong

"Nop"
"Yes khun Vegas"
"Call Non to come here and look àfter my boyfriend. He should report everything but he should be carefully Pete doesn't spot him. Also send everything of Pete back to my room when we get home"
( Non is the minor family's bodyguard