The Lies And Us | Yeonbin

02

Soon after the two entered Soobin's living room, the two sat down on one of the couch and started watching a movie that Yeonjun had suggested to watch.

Well, Yeonjun was... Soobin wasn't really interested in the movie though, he was deep in thoughts... well, of the boy, cuddling with him while sitting on his lap.

An enough big turn on for him, but heck, he ain't ruining this cute time just because of his stupid boner. Nah, nah. Or maybe trying not to.

Soon, he was broken out of his chains of thoughts when he heard soft sobs coming from Yeonjun. He immediately looked at Yeonjun, worry taking all over his features as the older hugged him.

Soobin looked up at the screen and notice that the movie was paused. He immediately figured it was something because of the movie and held Yeonjun's face in his hands. Yeonjun's eyes turned red and so did his nose. It hurted seeing him like this.

"Love, why are you crying?" Soobin softly asked as he rubbed his fingers under Yeonjun's eyes.

Yeonjun glanced up to him before hugging him tighter. "He— he cheated on her... with her bestfriend!"

He was shocked. "You're crying over such a small thing?"

"It's not a small thing, bunny-faced! She loved him a lot! Gosh, you better start paying attention to the movie rather than staring at my face." Yeonjun warned as he brought up his hands and hit Soobin on the back of his head lightly before settling himself down on the couch.

"It's not my fault that you're so handsome."

Something felt off. Yeonjun wasn't the one to cry over matters as small as this.  There was just pure silence for a few minutes before Soobin turned to face Yeonjun, "be honest with me and tell me why were you crying?"

"I told you."

"No, you didn't. You lied."

"Seriously—"

"Yeonjun, honey, tell me."

Yeonjun hung his head low as he spoke, "I'm sorry for thinking this, thinking that you're gonna... but.. I- I imagined me in the place of her and... what if you... you leave me and..."

Yeonjun wasn't able to finish his sentence because of the tears that started falling out and he just ended up breaking down into a silent cry.

Even though he shouldn't be, he really wondered what if Soobin leave him for someone else one day? What if Soobin fall for someone and forget about him? What if Soobin stops loving him one day? What if he was in that girl's place?

He certainly was sure about the fact that he would never be able to trust or give his heart to anyone if Soobin ever did that to him, even though Yeonjun was sure that the younger would never.

He knew the younger loved him as much as he did. He really did. But that tiny insecure part of yourself just loves making things worse.

"Jun, shshh," Soobin softly shush him. "You know right, hyung, that I will never leave you, right? I love you, a lot. I love you. I love you. I love you. And I would never even think of anyone because I have you, by my side, hyung. You are such a blessing to me, Yeonjun. I love you, alot..." Soobin continued saying the same three words in a soft, warm and gentle tone— just the way he loved and wanted it to be —which made Yeonjun smile, feeling slightly more better.

"I love you more, Binnie. And you surely do know that too." Yeonjun giggled, "let's start the movie again."

"Sure."

The movie night continued, peacefully and this time with both of their concentration on it. They were watching their 3rd movie and it was all fine until Soobin noticied his boyfriend's constant shivering.

He turned around and looked at him before softly asking, "would you like some blanket? You seem to be cold."

Yeonjun didn't exactly expected the other to notice it— nor did he want him to notice it either, he for sure didn't wanted the younger to be bothered. He was obviously shocked to hear it. He immediately nodded his head with a small blush.

Soobin immediately went upstairs to the first floor where his room was and immediately came back with a huge blanket.

"Only one? Aren't you cold?" Yeonjun questioned as Soobin sat down.

"We can share it." Soobin replied with a smile before wrapping the blanket around the two.

And it was all enough for Yeonjun's blush to darken, if it was even possible.