His weakness Peter Ballard x reader story

015: I tried to save them

I started kicking whoever pulled me into this room, I kept hitting then I heard them grunt acouple of times but they where just taking it. I was terrified what was going to happen. I kept touching the wall to find a switch on the wall, when I flipped it on I saw the person who dragged me into the room. It was peter

He was wearing a tight white t shirt where you could see his muscles threw it. He was wearing slightly baggy grey sweat pants. Right after I turned on the lights he pinned me to the wall hard making sure I couldn't move. If I tried to move he would just pin me down harder.

He moved closer to my face so I looked to the side and down "y/n what did I do, why have you been ignoring me" I didn't answer him but I could tell he was getting angry. He slightly pulled me away from the wall then slammed me back into it "Tell me!" tears filled my eyes. I was scared he has never been like this, his eyes filled with anger. "Let me go!" I started to yell while tears ran down my face and I was squirming trying to get out of his touch. "I don't deserve this all I have been is nice and caring, what did I do to deserves this!" He said yelling at me.  "I know what you did!" I yelled back at him, he slowly picked up him hand. Oh my god he's going to slap me. I moved my head back into the wall and shut my eyes waiting because there was no way I could stop him.

All of a sudden I felt his grip on my shoulders loosen. I looked at him and his anger was gone, he looked like he was in shock. "Did you think I was going to hit you" I started to cry because I did. He started to give me a hug "Darling I would never hit you" I could tell he was regretting all of his actions. I pushed him off of me "You've done much worse things that hit someone, your fucking crazy. You killed a bunch of kids!" I said crying. He sighed and looked down, I gasped and coved my mouth while crying "oh my god its true" I slowly backed away from him.

"y/n let me explain" he sighed, I walked to the door "Your so fucking sick for killing them, I thought I could trust you!" I said walking out the door.

I felt peter grab me again and pull me back in, "let me explain" he said looking down at me. "Yes please explain what was going on in that sick twisted fucking mind of yours!" I could tell he was getting angry. "Hey. Language." Yeah after hearing him say that he was definitely pissed.

"Hey, don't go killing a bunch of kids!" I yelled at him looking him in the eye. "You know I really thought I could trust you. When we first met I was like wow someone actually does care about me and is here for me. When really you could have just been waiting for a perfect moment to strike! I really wish what I saw wasn't true and that you where who I thought you where. A nice, caring, funny, loyal person that could do no harm. But I guess I was wrong" I said with many tears running down my face.

Peter looked hurt, but everything I said was true. "Y/n I would never hurt you." He said in a soft soothing voice. "How do I know you won't hurt me, all of those kids you killed probably thought the same thing!" I felt like I was going to collapse, I was extremely dehydrated, and I just felt little headed from thinking about peter killing all of those kids.

I let the emotions get the best of me, I started to fall down but peter caught me and put me on the floor where he sat next to me.

I put my head in my knees and cried my heart out, I got all of my emotions out.

I felt Peter hug me and pull me into him while he slowly rubbed my back to calm me down. I didn't want to be near him or even on him but I couldn't help it, he was so calming. After a little while of rubbing my back he slowly played with my hear.

I put my head on his chest and just laid there. I was trying to be Mad, upset, angry at him but when your emotionally drained you can't really control your actions. "Are you feeling better darling?" he softly whispered in my ear, I slowly nodded my head yes. "Do you want to know what really happened that day" i slowly nodded my head yes again. I heard him take a deep breath "you don't have to tell me if you don't want to tell me or feel comfortable telling me" I softly said "I want you to trust me again." When he said that I got butterflies but right now is not the time

"The day started like any other day except today I got to watch the camera which was incredibly boring. I just got back from my break and the person who was watching the cameras where dead. I went to go look for help but when I rounded the corner there was blood and bodies everywhere. I heard on my radio that one of the test subjects when crazy and started to kill everyone. As I entered the rainbow room there was this one kid, who stood there admiring there work. He turned to me and I could tell he was going to try as much as he could to try and kill me. We both raised our arms up and they where one of the strongest in the group but I definitely overpowered him. I just tried to make him go unconscious as bad as that sounds but then we would be able to put a chip in his neck to control his powers. But as he came crashing to the ground I noticed, I killed him. Everyone thought I killed everyone else too when what I tried to do was save anyone else from getting hurt. I tried to save them but no one believed me. That's when they put the chip in my neck" he moved his hair to show me the blue thing in his neck.

"This thing is supposed to control your powers. Its also a tracking device, so if they wanted to know where I was they could just pull me up on the computer and bam they knew where I was." He said all of that with no emotion when I knew it was hard to talk about.

I gave him the biggest hug, "im so sorry peter" "its ok darling. You need to get some sleep your drained." I couldn't even fight him on that I was extremely tired.

He picked me up and carried me to my room and slowly put me on my bed.

He laid down next to me, waiting for me to go to sleep so to do that he played dream a little dream of me on my Walkman while he hummed to it.

I could always feel him humming it so that always put me asleep faster. After I feel asleep he went back to his room to sleep because papa was going to check all the rooms to make sure everyone is asleep and not up to anything. When peter was laying in bed he really wished he was right next to you instead, you brought him more joy then he could ever imagine, he can't lose you no matter what.

Authors note: I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter!!❤️ I recently cut my finger so It's making it hard to type so sorry if its taking so long to come out. I didn't know what to write for this chapter so I hope this is good 🤷🏼‍♀️😂❤️ I also didn't re read this I have a busy week ahead of me and I needed to post a chapter so I hope everyone can understand the book😂 Jamie's new song "I am" comes out soon im so excited! Anyways have a good day everyone ❤️ Word count 1415