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——————————— Morning
Miami, Florida 📍May 6, 2021
"You good?" Caleb asked
"Yeah, sure"
"You know if you need to talk I'm here"
I nodded my head. Then got up to go to the bathroom and locked the door
A tear rolled down my face
Staring at the bruises put on my body in the mirror, each one remind me of why I should've killed myself a long time ago. I can't keep dealing with this, I'm tired
I tapped my wet face with tissue and fixed myself up like nothing happened. At this point I'm a pro at doing that
"Yoooo" Caleb tapped on the door
"Coming out now"
I opened the door to him standing dead in front of me
"Come here baby" he grabbed and started to kiss all over me
"You know I love you right? I'm just so scared of losing you"
"I know" I responded
"One day ima make it up to you for all the crazy shit I did. I promise" he said kissing me on the lips
I just wanted to puke
He kissed me deeply connecting our tongues. Then sitting me on the bathroom counter and slowly undressing me. I was out of my gown now and he gave me head
"Mhmm" I moaned. As much as I hate him, I can't lie and say his head game ain't strong.
He placed 2 fingers in and out of me as he sucked on my clit. That turns me on every single time. Once he stopped that, he then unbuckled his pants, pulling his penis out and insert inside me making me gasp.
This was his routine. After he beat me and treat me like shit, he think having sex make up for it. When really, it just makes me feel worse ————————————- Later That Day
"Bestfriend guess what?" Lolli said
"What?"
"I had a dream I killed Caleb. I came to your house with blood all over me and instead of crying you was happy and we left town"
"Bitch wtf" I said looking away from my phone
"I feel like that's a sign you need to dead ass leave him"
"I know but, I can't" I fidgeted
"Yes you can trust me. Don't let that nigga words scare you cause just like he got ppls, you got ppls too"
"What you? And my cousin? That's about it, I fell out wit everybody else about him"
"Crazy"
She unlocked her phone then went on Instagram going to her ig story. We were at a red light so she started recording herself, then recording me not looking
