Sad love ❤️

Chapter 1 🌹

Ryan's Pov : I woke up to my alarm . It's so loud I really have to change it . I got up and got dressed and I put on a black Hoodie and some black jeans. I brushed my teeth and i sorted my bag out. I then walk out downstairs to the living room and I saw my step mom . Our whole living room was a mess and so was she . I don't like my step mom, she is horrible she always blames me for stuff she does like for an example if she broke a plate or a cup she will shout my name so I would come running downstairs and then she will shout at me and then my dad would come downstairs and my step mom would say I broke the it and then I would get in big trouble . My dad isn't the best dad he was okay before my step mom except for being all drunk all the time he would sometimes hit me all the time but  he doesn't do it as much now he just leaves me alone unless I did something wrong .my is homophobic and so is my step mom . And I I used to be gay when my mom was alive but I stop after my dad told me if I was ever gay He would kick me out of the house and I know it would be better then staying at that dump but I don't want to be a streets .
Anyway back to my step mom was awake and now she got up and looked at me .

What are you doing here boy ?!

Um I was about to wake you up because my dad - I mean - sir will be awake soon .I said.

Okay clean this mess up and hey do you have a bag on you . Are you going somewhere? Said my step mom

I have school in 2 hours I said .

Well hurry up then if you are one minute late to school you are done you know that right . Said my step mom .

Yes I know . I said

I am going upstairs to put my makeup on .
You should put makeup on yourself your not really that good looking you are very ugly and what you are wearing. Makes you look fat you should changed my step mom said .

Oh I forgot to say my step mom think I am a girl because Apparently I look like a girl which I don't think I do but she does .

Anyway get on with the cleaning as fast as I can after I finish my step mom came downstairs with a red dress and her hair was all curled up and she had a lot of makeup on and my dad also came downstairs.

Oi why aren't you at school yet !!! Said  ryan's dad .

I was cleaning I said .

You was cleaning WHAT ?! Shouted my dad

I was cleaning the living room sir .

Get out now he said .
I quickly got out of the house because I didn't want anything bad happening to me . 
When I go out . I only had 30 minutes left to school and it takes like 1hour to get there so I had to run .

At school.
I had one minute left but I was too tired from running I had to sit down .

Need water ?

Justin?!

Hey ry why are you late ? Justin said .

I got up late I said .

Same he said .

So you ran here why didn't your step mom drive you . Justin said .

Because she was to busy cleaning I said .

Anyway we should go inside we have to go in the big hall I think there is a  announcement Justin said .

Oh sh*t i forget about that .
We got up and Justin and I started walking to the entrance. We walk into the big hall and everyone was staring at us . I quickly walked ran up the stairs and I noticed there was no where to sit accept that one chair Justin just quickly sat on it before me so I had to stand up . The teacher beside me noticed .