that boy johnnie

chapter 3- "studying"

Johnnies pov-

I here a knock at my door. I go to answer it. I see alice. Wow she dyed her hair? It looks amazing! I smile at her and she smiles back. "Hi" she says shyly. "Hey" I say back.

I poor us both a drink and head to my room. Alice is sitting in the floor , I join her. "Thanks." She says as I hand her the drink. "So I was thinking. We could write our own interpretation of Romeo and Juliet but using modern day words!" She says smiling.
"That would be cool. 'To text or not to text'" I laugh. She giggles. Aw she sounded so cute! Wait what!?

After about and hour of writing we have finished but I don't want her to leave yet. "So what ever happened between you and Rosa?" I ask her.

Alice's pov-

"So what ever happened between you and Rosa?" He asks. omg. No. "Er nothing." I reply.
"It obviously wasn't nothing!"
I really don't want him to know that I cut and tried to commit suicide!

*flashback*(May be upsetting for some readers)

I was standing on the top of my house. I was ready to jump. All I felt was the pain , emotionly and physically (from the cuts). As I was about to jump Rosa found me.
"ALICE!" I heard her shout. "Please get down!"
"I can't. I can't go on like this! Everyday someone tells me I'm worthless. Everyday I get called fat. Every single fucking day I feel like shit. I can't take this anymore!" I cried back to her.
"Alice please!"
"I can't do this! I can't be fucking strong anymore!"
"Alice just please get down!"

*end of flashback*

"Alice are you okay?" I hear Johnnie ask. Shit. I didn't realise I actually started to cry. "Yeah I'm fine." I reply.
"Your obviously not" he says giving me a 'tellmewhatswrong' look. "You can trust me" he smiles.
And that was it. I broke down. I couldn't hold it in. He put his arm round me and held me close

"I'm so sorry Johnnie" i cry
"About what?" He asks
"About this. About everything. It wasn't my fault!"
"What wasn't? Please tell me! You can trust me!"

Okay so this is a prewarning that the next chapter may be triggering/upsetting but after the next chapter everything will start getting better! Speaking of which. If any of you need to talk to someone or let it all out to someone just message me. I will reply and I won't judge! I promise! Love you all <3