Austin Butler Oneshots

20. Walked Out(NEW)

You look over at your boyfriend and smile, as he inspected the strawberries sitting in the large cardboard box. The grocery store aisle a bit chilly. Grabbing a random bag of strawberries he put it in the cart and started pushing it. Since you had nothing to do with your hands, you put your hand on his arm. He looks down at you with a look of disgust. "Jesus Y/N. Get off of me for gods sake." He said, wiggling you off. Your heart broke. Your brain running a mile a minute.

You looked at him for a minute as he kept walking. Tears threatening to spill. People were staring at you guys as your head hung low. You bit your lip trying not to bring attention to the fact that your were seconds away from crying. You breathed in loudly, letting out a huff. Which Austin ignored.

You cleared your throat to rid yourself of the bile that was rising. Walking into the cereal isle. You put your hands in your pockets and just kept looking straight. Once he had picked out a cereal, you started walking out the isle.
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10 minutes later*

You guys had checked out, not looking at him once while he did everything. Even in the car ride home you tried touching him. You brought your hand up and to his crotch and smirking. You suddenly felt him wipe you off and say "Goddamn it Y/N why are you always so damn cockhungry." He yelled, your face was probably a ghostly pale. Not daring to even look at him. A lump formed in your throat as tears threatened to spill. Mumbling a quick sorry and biting your lip. He just turned up the radio after he spoke.

You were just confused, does he not like me anymore? Or did he lose feelings? The car stopped and he got out the car. Since you guys didn't need a lot, he carried the four bags all in one scoop. You frowned at how he didn't want you to help and walked inside. He set all the bags on the table. Now the tension in the air changed, it's just awkward now. Neither of us have said anything. You just kept your head low. He hasn't even looked at you.

He started opening everything and putting it back. As you stood next to him and opened a bag he said "Why do you always have to be with me? Your so clingy." Your eyes widened as you stared at the floor, not daring to look up. You walked over to your car keys which were on the counter next to the garage door. Walking out and starting your car.

You just couldn't be here. It's to hard watching Austin throw all of this away because you weren't good enough for him. As you settled into your seat, you noticed he wasn't trying to stop your from leaving. A tear falling down your cheek. You seriously thought it was going well.

You started driving, you don't know where but you just did. You couldn't call anyone because when you left you didn't bother to pick up your phone from the counter. You stopped at the Hollywood sign. Thanking yourself for buying a home in LA. Hiking up the small trail near it you finally reached it. No tourists around, the sun started setting. You sat in the O of Holly and looked at the sunset. Tears slipping down your face. A sob came out as your mascara ran under your eyes a bit. You just stared into the distance as the different colors of the sky danced together to make a beautiful ombré. The lighting turned purple due to the clouds being that color. You thought about what to do next and decided to go home and sleep on the couch. If he truly lost feelings then he'll probably break up with you tomorrow.

You thought about how it might go and what you should say if he breaks up with you. You also had to think of the fact that you are still in love with him. You always thought your relationship would turn into marriage one day. You saw it in the future. But, you doubt that he ever saw you like that. Did he even love you? Were all the nights you spent in his arms just a waste of time?

Catching your breath from the uncontrollable sobs that broke out, you decided to go home. Hiking down to your car and looking at the time.

7:26pm

You frowned, starting the car and heading back home. Just thinking about every possible outcome of this situation. Pulling into your driveway, you get out the car slowly, trying to take in the silence before you went inside. Finally opening the side door you see Austin sitting on the couch scrolling through his phone. Since the couch was faced away from the table you could see his phone, walking up behind him and mumbling "Hey" He didn't even bother to look. You can just feel the eye roll. He suddenly laughed, your eyes somehow trailing to his phone. It was a video of a bunch of girls in bikinis on a yacht, doing a TikTok dance. You frowned as his hand went to like it. Your heart shattering.

You walked past him feeling his eyes look up for a minute. You walked down the hall, trying to get to your room as fast as you could before sobs broke out. You walked into the bedroom and collapsed onto the bed, not bothering to worry about your phone. The sobs just kept coming until you heard Austin walk in. Looking up at him for a minute then nuzzling your head in the pillow you were holding.

He looked at your tear stained cheeks, and you could've sworn you saw his eyes soften for a minute until he rolled his eyes. "Really Y/N? God you always want attention." As he said that, you slowly lifted your head. Your mouth falling open. He just stood there watching what you were gonna do next. You stood up and quickly crawled over to where he was on bed.

You locked eyes with him for a second until you withdrew from the eye contact. Your hand instantly going up to slap him. His head jerking to the right as you did.

"What the fuck did I do to offend you!? If you lost feelings tell me! I don't wanna sit here like an idiot if it's just one sided!" The words just came flowing out your mouth. You had no way of stopping them. Your eyes widening as you just realized what you said. He dragged his head back up to meet your eyes once again. Your hand flying to your mouth as you gasped. Him grabbing the wrist that was resting on your mouth and tugging you closer to him.

"Can't you see?" Austin asked as your face turned into a confused expression. He let out a small chuckle and looked at your for a second. You didn't know what to say so you nodded your head side to side. Trying to think of every possible explanation to why your boyfriend hated you so much. Did you say something? Maybe he found someone knew?

"I don't love you anymore." He spoke softly, no trace of guilt on his face. You felt your heart break into a thousand tiny pieces. It felt like someone just drove a knife straight into your heart. He let go of you and walked out not bothering to grab his belongings. Austin just grabbed his keys and his phone and walked out. Walked out of your life, the home you and him bought, and the entire relationship. He just walked out.

He just walked out.
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