I was finally released from school so I went home. I gave that stud my number so she could let me know when we're going out. I'm really not thinking anything of it. It's a night out that I don't have to pay for so I'm good with that.
She finally texted me. Her name is Samara but she goes by sam.
-Well what's up with u Sam??-
-Nothing. Just trying to find a potential gf.-
-Yeah the struggle is real bruh. Everyone wants to be a hoe nowadays.-
I texted her while walking through my apartment.
-Yeah that's true. So how bout I take u out Friday after graduation????-
-Nah that's Rio and I's birthday and we're going out-
Walking past Rio's room I heard moaning and screaming. I sighed and texted Sam back.
-How bout we go now. I don't want to be home right now😞-
-Ummm yeah we can do that. What's wrong though??-
-I'll tell u when u get here.-
-Ok I'm on my way-
Even though I couldn't be with Rio it still hurt that she could do this. given the circumstances that's fucked up of her. I know I can't be with her but I still love her. I'm so lost and confused.
I waited for Sam outside since I couldn't bare to be inside listening to that assholary.
Sam finally pulled up and saw me sitting on the steps so she got out and walked up to me. She gave me a sympathetic look then hugged me. She started wiping tears off of my face that I hadn't even realized were there. She held me as I cried harder. The last time I cried this hard I was getting kicked out of my moms house.
"It's ok. It will get better. I'm here for you." She said while rubbing my back.
"You know what. U need some real fun. Let's go." She got up walking to her car and I followed sniffling. We got in and and thirty minutes later arrived at Dave and busters. For those who don't know, Dave and busters is just chuck E cheese for adults. Me and Sam had real fun. We laughed, played games, she just gave me life.
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Standing at the door to my apartment I kissed Sam quickly. She wasn't expecting it and neither was I.
"Sam I really like u but you're a stud. That's the exact reason why I can't be with my best friend."
"Then lets be.... undefined. That way u don't have to say ur dating me."
"I'll sleep on that" I turned to walk in but Sam turned me back around and kissed me deeply. I couldn't resist. I knew it was wrong but it felt right. After the kiss she left and I went inside.
