Mad {H.S} 1

Entry 5- She

March 12, 2015

By around 4:00, Sky seemed in a hurry. I noticed her clammy hands and shaky behaviour. It was quite odd, because she was usually calm. Did I cause this? No, this.. This seems more of like a happy nervous. Does she take drugs? Least likely. I would know, and so far, she doesn't. She's rummaging through her clothes and putting on makeup while weird pop music blasts from her window. I could hear it because it was slightly cracked open. It's by some artist called Charli XCX. Sky looked stunning as always. Why was she trying to pamper herself desperately? She looked in the mirror and shook her head. That is not how I would've wanted her to react but I don't have her life in my hands just yet. She dressed into something a bit more simple, yet she still looked stunning. Her expression seemed satisfied, then went back to nervous and ran out of her room. I had panned my telescope down to her front porch and took notice that.. That boy she was walking with the other day was there. I wanted to run out there and kill him. Maybe I will one day. I will kill him. Sky is going on a date. She's going on a date and it's not with me.

I dropped everything and rushed to my garage. They were already leaving on his stupid bike. I waited to a point where they were at the end of the street, then pulled out from my garage to follow them.

She seemed happy. Maybe that's why she had a good day at school.

They biked to a park. Oh how cliché.

I could do so much more for her. Sky was supposed to be with me. I held almost everything to not get me to storm out of this car and break his neck.

The sun was setting and they were both still biking. They seemed to slow down as they approached a tree. He had something in the front basket of his bike. They seem to be having a picnic.

Sky looked happy. Unlike how she felt in my company. She was uncomfortable with me, how do I change that? How do I make her smile like that? I had even made her cry.

Enough is enough.

They looked to happy together and I was only allowed to service Sky.

I got out of my car and slammed the door. I stormed over and pushed his bike down. They both looked over with fear and confusion.

I grabbed Louis..?- by the neck and choked. Sky watched in shock. Maybe shocked over how much I love her.

How far I would go to prove that. I did want to kill him, but I was going to let him off this time. I just ended up knocking him out.

I ran by Sky's side and picked her up from the grass. She pulled away from me. She looked at me as if she... She thought I was crazy.

Sky thinks I'm crazy. Just like the rest of them.

No, no, no.

This isn't the way it's supposed to be.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Tears brimmed her beautiful eyes.

"Sky, I couldn't stand him being near you. I temporarily knocked him out so we can get away. Everything will be fi-"

"No! Nothing is okay with what you did."

"Sky don't say that, you can't let him get in the way of us."

"What us? You're disgusting. I'm too young for you!" She shoved me.

Am I disgusting? Repulsive? Am I crazy?

"Sky, I- I-"

"Get the hell away before I call the police. Never speak to me ever again. Stay away from Louis too." She stomped her foot down.

"Sky you don't mean that-"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!"

I backed away from her, slowly. I finally turned around to head to my car. I lingered for a few moments to get some last glimpses of her. She was trying to awaken Louis. It was getting dark and I didn't want to leave her out there. Alone and vulnerable to the world. To him. The only obstacle between me and her now.

March 13, 2015

Sky is afraid of me. She hates me. She doesn't want to see me. I still head over to the coffee shop to see if she will come. Maybe she's changed her schedule. All to avoid me. I love Sky. I would do anything to make her happy, and if a bit of distance will, then that's fine. But if anything comes close to just touching her or hurting her.. Harassment in anyway, I will not hesitate to stand my ground. I'm here sulking in this coffee shop. I've been here the whole morning. The coffee shop owner is starting to grow suspicious of me. Not dangerously. But maybe curiously. What I did yesterday wasn't wrong. Right? Every morning I would try to come out and give her a ride to school, but she would ignore me and walk away. All because of some stupid boy. By the way, I hear he's doing fine now, so I don't see why she still holds a grudge. I was so close to having her as mine. She could've been mine. She COULD'VE BEEN MINE! If I can't have her by choice, should I have her by force? I'm growing very angry as I write. Sky doesn't want me. Not anymore. That boy Louis ruined it. I ruined it. He ruined it. Everything is just going wrong.

I threw my journal across the dark room. Only one small lamp dimly lighting the room. I peered through the dark curtain and saw her on the phone with a friend. Maybe it's Louis..

A/N: I feel like this is short.. and I was hoping to pick up some drama and kind of demonstrate Harry's demented behaviour. SO.. I hope you enjoyed it a bit. Thanks for reading!