Mad {H.S} 1

Entry 6- Need

March 16, 2015

Watching from afar isn't enough anymore now that I've gotten a taste of her. More like a feel of her.. But either way I need her. She makes me burn with love and desire. I will take her. Maybe on her walk to school. I have a cabin in some wooded area far away. We can live there forever. I had bought it last year for us. 

I dropped my journal onto my bed and got into my car to follow her. Around now was the time she left. I opened my garage and she glanced my way, but looked away. I grumbled at her behavior and followed her as she walked. I rolled down my window to talk.

"Get in, lemme take you to school."

"Stay away from me."

"Get in please Sky, just one last time."

She glared, and suddenly her head turned forward. Louis...

"Louis! Let's walk together!" She ran ahead and went with him.

I swerved away and drove to.. I don't know. I just kept driving. Sky won't be mine. She will become his and in his grasp. Not mine. But she must be. She has to be. We were made for eachother. But now she neglects me like the others did. I don't want to be alone. I need her. I love her. I'm in love with Sky. It isn't fair that she doesn't love me back. What did I do to ruin us? How is it my fault? I was throwing a fit again. I can't be helpless. I'm a man right? I can be one. I can make her love me.

I've been parked at her school for a few hours.. I don't really know what to do now. I'm just waiting for her to get out.

*RIIINGGG*

The chatter of students erupted from the building and awoke me from my long nap. I kept a look out for Sky. There she was, so beautiful. I got out of my car and ran after her.

"Sky! Sky!" She was going to walk home alone.

"What the hell!" She tried to walk faster.

"Sky please!"

"Skylar!"

"Hey! Stop walking right now!" I shouted furiously at her.

She stopped immediately. I approached her and I put my hands on both of her shoulders.

"Listen to me."

She nodded reluctantly, fear in her eyes. But at this moment I was mad. It's gone too far. She hasn't obeyed me. She hasn't done what I wanted her to do.

"You get in the car and I'll take you home."

"But I don't want-" I clamped my hand over her mouth and widened my eyes.

My other hand was now on her waist and I was pinching her side. I walked her to my car and buckled her in. Her eyes were full of tears. I got on the other side and started to take us both home.

"Sky I wanted to talk to you." I parked.

She didn't reply, I sighed and glanced over at her. She had her notebook against her chest and her head faced to the window.

"Sky did you hear me, I said-"

"What is it Harry."

"Let's go inside."

"I don't feel safe."

"You don't trust me?"

"I really don't Sir."

She left the car and went through my open garage to her house. I never got to tell her the way I felt. I never got to tell her how much I loved her. My plans for us. How beautiful she is.. But she hates me now. She doesn't even want to call me Harry anymore. I cursed myself and went inside.

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March 20, 2015

It is Friday, I've left Sky alone again for the rest of the week. But I've been trying to find the right time to take her. I wanted to feel her skin again. I had strands of her hair saved in a plastic bag. I have polaroids of her hung around the room. Walking, sleeping, doing anything basically. I wish I could have been in these moments of her life and making her smile. But I know whenever I'm around, she will frown, or cry. I don't know. I need to get my hands on her soon. I need to think of something. I know that Louis is in the way. I could eliminate him. I could get along with her parents and that would get me closer to her. Or I could get rid of them too.

A/N: Okayy so what you think?? Should he kill Louis? Get along with her parents? Or kill them as well? Comment below of what YOU want to happen. Thank you so much for reading!! And I apologize for the short chapter.