Opposites attract.... Right?

Chapter 4

Chapter 4:

"Ambreh I'm back" Ash called through the house.

"Fuck" I hissed, my wrist was almost covered in blood, I quickly stuffed the box back into the cupboard creating tones of noise.

"Ambreh, you okay?" I heard the door open, why the fuck didn’t I lock it? "Ambreh, what are you doing?" I looked in the mirror in front of me and saw Ash standing behind me confusion written all over his face. I turned around to face him trying to hide the blood which had dripped onto the counter.

I held my breath as he reached behind my trembling body I saw hurt and sadness in his eyes.

"Ambreh please tell me you didn’t"

I took a deep breath "Didn’t do what" he didn’t answer he grabbed my wrists which I had tried to hide, he looked at them and up at me I couldn’t read his expression. he held the bloodied razor in front of my face.

"Your too good for this Ambreh" He threw the razor in the trash and looked back at me.

"How do you know what's good for me you've known me for what 2 days?" I snapped, I immediately regretted it. I began to cry again, I felt Ashley wrap his arms around me hugging my small frame tightly.

"Nothing is worth hurting yourself over, I may of only known you 2 days but you already mean so much to me, I'd hate to see you hurt" I looked up at him.

"Really?"

"Really" He rubbed small circles on my back, I couldn’t understand why he was labelled as the player of the band, when he was like this he would be the perfect boyfriend figure.

I saw him lean closer to my face quickly closing the gap, oh god I'm kissing Ashley Purdy, I gotta say I was enjoying it he pulled away and looked me in the eyes.

"Err, seeing as we've got nothing to do wanna watch a movie" I shook my head bringing myself back to reality.

"Yeah sure" I said, I sat on the couch as Ash picked out a movie, I looked down at my wrist the blood had dried leaving scabs behind they wouldn’t scar luckily, I had been stupid enough when I was 15 to leave several scars on my wrists from cutting to deep.

Ash took the seat next to me pressing play on the movie, I leaned my head on his chest his arm wrapped around me. about 20 minutes into the movie I felt my eyes become heavy eventually shutting sleep taking over me.