YOU AND I || JENLISA (UNNOTICED FEELINGS' BOOK II)

Chapter 2

Hello my soy sauces! I'm so sorry for ditching you guys for such a long time : ( it's just that it is so hard for me to find a time to write since we're on a face to face classes now. And as a business student, I sure have a lot on my plate! But since it's my birthday today, I wanna compensate my absence with this chapter. I love you my soy sauces! Enjoy reading!!!!!

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Jisoo's POV

It's been months after that night and I can't still forget how she looked at me while a woman was on my bed.

She was looking at me as if I was the most disgusting person she had ever met. Like I was a mistake in her life. I can't forget how she looked at me like I was a trash.

"You are the biggest mistake i've commit in my whole life that I wish I have never done. I regret loving someone like you!" Her words is still clear in my mind.

It was the last time she talked to me. She left me after she said those words. She didn't even let me explain myself.

I was miserable for weeks that I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep and I couldn't even focus doing my job. I was miserable to the point that my business nearly fall. I was still lucky that Bum Oppa, Sky Oppa and Jiwon Unnie were there to save my company.

After crying for weeks, I finally decided to look after her and explain myself but doing that was my biggest mistake.

It wasn't even a month but she's already happy and enjoying her life with someone.

I don't believe that she could be in love with someone else that fast. I don't wanna believe it but hearing the both of them exchange I love yous to each other makes me question myself.

Am I not worth to fight for? How can she forget and throw our love that fast?

I left Australia after seeing her happy with someone else. Atleast she's not in bad hands. Knowing she's with someone better than me makes me feel okay. But it doesn't make me fine at all.

But then I focused on myself after that day. I did my best to make my company grow and it made me one of the most successful CEO and Restaurant Owner known in the whole world along with my friends.

We made our dreams come true. We made it to the spotlight but something is still missing in my life which can never be fulfilled by anyone else but her.

I don't have someone with me. I don't have someone to grow old with. Love is still missing in my life and only her is qualified to be my wife.

Only her.. My Roseanne Park..

But it can never be her anymore.. she's doing good right now and I don't want to destroy her life again.. Even if she find out what the truth was, she's never coming back anymore.. she's with someone already...

And I can never compete with that someone 'cause I know Rosè will choose her over me.

And that truth fucking hurts like hell!

"Chu... do you want me to ask Irene how's Rosè doing?" Seulgi asked that caught my attention.

"Yeah.. I can ask Ligaya too if you want.." Wendy added.

"Uhuh... or Nayeon and the girls can go visit her in Australia" Jeongyeon suggested and the two nods.

"Nah.. I'm good. Besides i'm try'na move on and everything's starting to sink in in my mind now" I replied and my friends looked at me worriedly.