The 4 Broken Girls // Magcon

Chapter 7

*Ginger's P.O.V*
I sighed today finally got to Saturday and I haven't seen Cameron since the day after our date. It was really bugging me did he end up not really liking me? I wasn't good enough I never was. I went to the liquor cabinet and pulled out the bottle of Vodka. I took one chug for the girls dates going great with the other guys and how they hung out nonstop with them and have already become their girlfriends. I took another for not being good enough for anyone and another for everything that I lack. I was sick of being used and played and just being left. Before I knew it I downed the whole bottle and here I was yet again I had been sober since Monday I guess you can say I made it a good five days before I needed it to numb my pain again. I drank even more and I walked over to the couch. Skylar walked in and saw me in my state.

"Welcome hoomee" I slurred and she sighed.

"You were doing so good why would you do this?" She asked sitting next to me. I shrugged and she got a text.

"Do you think you would be good on your own Nash is coming to pick me up" she said. That was it I threw the bottle at the wall and the tears flowed down my cheeks. Glass went everywhere and I fell to my knees on the ground.

"I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough, I will never be good enough" I whispered to myself cover my ears and rocking myself back and forth.

"What do you mean?" She asked falling next to me.

"Every night you girls go out with your new found guy friends and I haven't seen Cameron since Thursday morning before he left" I said. She gave me a sympathetic look.

"I text him and he doesn't text me or never texts back he led me on and used me and I truly and genuinely liked him" I sobbed and she hugged me. I stayed there crying as she got up and went into the other room. I sobbed even more she left I was all alone. After what seemed like hours to me she came back into the room pacing back and forth until she sighed of relief. I saw her walk to the door and I knew she was going to leave.

"I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it" I chanted louder and louder as she opened the door. I kept my eyes closed and my sobs apart of my screams. I felt a pair of muscular arms wrap around me and I stopped my screaming. I looked up to meet my eyes with brown ones that felt like home.

"What's wrong sunflower?" He asked pressing his palms to my cheeks and wiping my tears away with his thumbs.

"I'm not worth it no one will ever love me" I whispered and he sighed looking down. He brought me to his chest and hugged me close to him. I sighed enjoying the smell of his cologne again.

"Why didn't you text back?" I asked after sitting in his embrace for a while.

"I upgraded my phone and had to get a new number and I didn't see you at all to get your number back" he said. I nodded not quite understanding.

"Plus before you say just ask Nash I went to Chino to visit my Mom and sister and I didn't have Nash's number either" he said slightly chuckling and all the tension I had released and put all my weight on Cameron making him protect me.

"What do you say we have another date night tonight" he smiled and I nodded.

"I don't know if I'm in the perfect state to leave the house" I said and he chuckled.

"Well then I guess it's an 80's movie marathon" he said and I smiled at him. I saw that Sky was gone and she must of left for her date. I got up on the couch and wrapped myself in the small blanket that was sitting there. Cameron went into my room and came back out with his sweatshirt he gave to me.

"Here beautiful" he said handing it to me. I took it and put it over my head and he laid down on the couch. I started The Goonies for our first movie and I saw Cameron looking at me. I have him a questioning look.

"Come here" he said opening his arms. I crawled on top of him and nuzzled my face on his chest while he wrapped his arms around me.

"I really like you Ginger and I missed you like crazy while I was in Chino I would be lying if I said I didn't" he said and I smiled.

"I really like you to" I said and he smiled at me.

"Would it be okay if I kissed you?" He asked after what seemed like forever of silence. I gave him a questioning like ok why would you want to kiss me.

"I have wanted to kiss you since I first laid eyes on you" he finished. I didn't know what to say so I just nodded. He brought his face close to mine and I could feel his hot breath on my lips and he smelled a mix of mint and his cologne. I now realized I wanted to kiss him so badly and run my hands up his jawline that seemed to be perfect and I stopped the slow process and brought my lips to his. His lips molded perfectly with mine and I have never been kissed like this before he made my knees weak and I didn't want him to pull away. Soon what seemed to short he stopped and kept his forehead pressed to mine and we looked at each others lips instead of each other.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked after listening to each others breathing. I nodded keeping my head touching his and he smiled before pressing his lips to mine.

"I'm never going to loose you" he said. My breathing hitched and I smiled.

"I promise" he said.

"I don't believe in promises" I shook my head.

"Why not?" He asked.

"My dad promised that he would stop drinking well he didn't and got himself in jail and my mom promised she would be with us forever only to die and so did my aunt every time someone promises me and my sisters something they break it" I said. He shook his head.

"This is a promise I will never break"