duvet| stu m. & billy l. [finished]

he needs me

A/N some movies and songs that came out after this movie took place are now canon.

Songs i recommend listening to during this chapter (imo);

•duvet by boa (+ this album in gen.)
•rosemary by deftones
•exit music (for a film) by radiohead
• genesis by grimes
• the other women by lana del ray
• 7 weeks 3 days by idk
• good looking suki waterhouse
•dance with me by beabadoobee
•bad habit by steve lacy
•put me in a movie by lana del ray
•any mitski song

tw; slight mental breakdown, mentions of attempted suicide, eating disorder.

cw; ^^, finds comfort in girl, interrupted and thirteen.

SOME RANDOM TREE
2 PM

3RD PERSON

"Y/n?" You looked up to be met with Billy's face. "Are you okay?"

You slowly looked back down into your knees. Your thoughts were overwhelming you could barely hear what Billy said.

"I'm okay." You said forcing a laugh from behind your lips. He looked at you tilting his head to the side before sliding down the tree next to you.

"What happened, Y/n?" He asked slightly rubbing your forearm. You kept your gaze shifted down.

"I didn't take my pills today." You said letting a forced chuckle come from behind your lips.

Billy paused, "You take pills, Why?" You looked up at him slowly.

"I was the one who found Tilda dead, and that night it was like the world wasn't quiet but it was, I was left alone with all my thoughts." You sniffled. "So I did what they were saying. I tried to kill myself to be with Matilda."

Billy looked shocked as you said those words. He didn't know that nor did Stu."Why are you on meds?"

You didn't answer as you got up and began walking. Billy following behind you shortly after. He grabbed your wrist forcing you to stop moving.

"Why." He asked it came off more as a demand than a question. You shook your head and pulled your hand away before mumbling to your self.

"Your okay." You repeated faintly under your breath. Your voice resembled your sisters in Billys ears. It went higher and more feminine.

Billy was shocked, even with him and Stu's stalking they both didn't know what you were going through. He reached for your figure. Hearing your crying quiet down as your face was on his chest as his arms were wrapped tightly around not letting you go.

You felt like you were frozen as you and Billy stayed in that position for hours. Not breaking out of each others hold.

Your thoughts had calmed over an hour ago. But new ones replaced them as you stood with Billy under the trees.