We make it my house an i walk in an unlock the door an amara comes running to me huggin me
"I missed you mommy"she says making me laugh as I hug her back
"What about me"cash says walking in the door making her face tilt an run an jump on him
"Cashhh"she says making me roll my eyes an get up from bending down
"I thought I was ur dad"cash say picking her up looking at her
"No mommy told me your not my real dad"amara says an cash stares me down like he wanna kill me
"What I told the truth you ain't ha daddy"I say walking upstairs to my room an lay in the bed an i fall asleep
3 hours later...
I feel someone touch me on me an i jump seeing gutta
"Shhhh You good girl chillout"he says making curl up on my bed
"Wtf you doin here"I say really seeing him
"Yo bf ain't kill me he befriended me "he says laughing
"Why are you here"i say as he walks up to me on the bed
"I'm jus here to see my kid"he says touching my face
"What kid" i say acting like ion know what he talking about an he mugs me
"Don't play wit me layla where's my daughter"he says smacking me
"Bitch what daughter" i say holding my face getting up punching the fuck outta him
"What happened to the baby then Layla"he says holdin his face
"You kilt it" I say lyin hoping he believes me
"You kilt my baby" I stay starting to cry playing my part well
"What your serious"he says opening his eyes wide shedding tears i start laughing
"Naw im jp"i say laughing more
"You shoulda seen yo face" i say rolling weak asf
"Where she at den"he says wiping his face
"Hollon" I say gettin up from my bed an opening the door a little bit
"amara come here"I say seeing her jet up the stairs
"Yes mommy"she says an I open the door more so she can come in then she walks in an stares at gutta an i shut the door
"She looks jus like you"he says coming closer to her an she grabs me an i rub her head
"Girl it's okay he yo real father" i say sitting on the bed an her running up to him huggin him catchin him off guard then he hugs her back
The next day....
I let gutta spend the rest of the day with amara before kicking him out but I have him my number so he can call when he wanna see her again I want them to have a good bond despite him fucking me up LITERALLY 😂
"Amara you hungry"I say waking her up as she layin in my bed
"Mommy ion wanna get up"she says rolling over
"So you don't want no French toast or eggs or bacon"I say an she raises up
"I'm up"she says getting outta the bed walking to my bathroom an shutting the door I head back downstairs an to make her plate an she comes down after using the bathroom an washing her hands
"Goodmorning twin"i say seeing her walk downstairs
"Goodmorning"she says walking to the kitchen table sitting down
"Here you go" I say sitting her plate infront of her with a kid fork
"Thanks" she says as I pour sum orange juice in our cups
"Where's auntie Kayla an tay tay"she says eating while watching her tablet an im textin on my phone
"They went to see they gg"I say eating some of my food
"So we gone be bored"amara says while eating
"No I'm going to take you to meet someone"I say looking up a her sitting my phone on the table
"Who" she says tilting her head
"Someone special" i say an she rolls her eyes
"Aye don't roll yo eyes at me lil girl" I say laughing an her laughing with me
"You want me to help you shower or you got it"i said as she finishes up her food an i take her plate an put it in the sink
"I got it imma big girl mommy"she says drink her orange juice then grabbing her tablet and running to her room
"Igh lemme know if you need help love"I say texting Ella that we should be there in about a hour
I get a knock on the door an i go open it
"Hey baby mama"gutta says jus walking in an so I close the door
"We gettin ready to leave come back later I say walking in the kitchen an wash the dishes
"Man I miss you"gutta says coming behind me huggin on me putting his hand on my cat
"Nigga you jus miss my coochie back tf up"I say rinsing the dishes
"Man yo shit prolly burnt out anyways" gutta says walking from behind me
"Naw my shit tight that why all es nigga wanna feel it" I say an he walks back An chokes me
"Chill out with all that bringing up otha niggas an shit" he says biting his lip
"Man back up im good on you an wth you sayin"i say flicking him off
"You gone suck my dick real quick" he says makin me look at him like he crazy
"Get out" i say an he smacks his teeth an walks to the door an i here him leave so I go lock the door an head upstairs to amara room an see she's picking out her clothes
"Whatchu gone wear" I say scaring her an her mugging me
"Sorry amara Ian mean to scare you"i say laughing at her an she rolls her eyes
"Imma wear black pants wit this shirt do you like it"amara says making smile
"Yeah you look very pretty" i say grabbing her crocs
"Where es wit it boo"I say handing her the shoes as she nods
"Igh imma go shower real quick be thinking about how you want your hair" i say making her bed
"I want it down curly" she says an so i go grab her spray water bottle an i take her hair out the ponytail an spray her whole head making her curls pop
"You like" I say an she nods an smiles so I cut her bathroom light off an go to my room
"AND DO NOT OPEN THE FRONT DOOR FOR NO ONE AMARA" i say yellin gettin in the shower
20 minutes later....
I get out the shower an spray my hair making my curls pop more then I put on sum blue jeans with a yellow crop top making my skin glo an i put on my yellow crocs with white socks an grab my phone keys an charger an amara tablet charger N put it in my purse
"Amara bring yo tablet to me"i say an she runs an hands it to me an i put it in my purse
"You ready lil girl" I say walking downstairs with her
"Yesss" amara says an we go out the door an into the car
"Buckle up" I say looking back at amara buckling up her seat herself
"I got it" she says dancing in her seat an i laugh an put my seatbelt on
TBC....gutta back gang gang
