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I'm sitting on the couch doing amara hair till someone start beating on my door like they the police so I go look thru the peephole an it is the police so I swing the door open
"Hello" i say confused on why they at my door
"Oh hey are you miss wright" the officers says looking past me thru my house making me nod
"Do you know a James Henry" they ask making me think of what to say
"He is my baby father but I haven't seen him in months" i say rubbin my belly
"Umm we have a warrant for his arrest so if you see him tell him turn his self in" the police says making me nod
"I for sure will could you tell what day he has court" i say before he hands me a paper
"Thank you" i say waving at him with a smile on my face as I'm going to shut the door
"Amara go wake yo daddy up" I say as she runs upstairs an i watch the police pull off
"What layla" he says stretching as he walks downstairs
"Fuck you got a warrant for your arrest for" i say throwing the paper at him
"What tf you mean Ian did shit" he says picking the paper up
"Figure that shit out" I say wit an attitude cuz he got a whole fucking baby on the way acting reckless asf
"Why you mad at me"he says coming behind me holding my waist as I'm loading the dishwasher
"Cuz why u acting so reckless like you don't have to kids out here needing you bro" I say smacking my teeth before pushing him off me
"I'm sorry baby momma"he says kissing my cheek
"Thank you for carrying my two most beautiful precious babies inside you for 9 months each" he says rubbin my belly
"Your welcome but we need you so go take care of this shit an get yo ass back free" I say pushing the paper on him
"I will I promise"he says turning my head to give him a kiss
"You finna leave" i say as he putting on his shoes
"Drive my car an don't fuck my shit up" I say sliding the keys across the counter
"Thank you wifey"he says coming me kissing me on my lips rubbin my bump before I pull him back to me huggin him sum jus told me to hold him tight a couple minutes later he's going out the door making me smile
"Amara you wanna go see tayda" i say washing my hands
"Pleaseee I miss him" she says running upstairs
"Ok put shoes on" i say going to the door putting on crocs
"Ready mommy"amara says so I open the front door making sure to lock it behind amara
"Go ahead go knock" I say as amara runs thru are drive way to they house as I walk from out front porch to the door
"Heyyyyy" jayla says smiling holdin out her arms to hug amara
"Hey tt tay here" she says huggin her back
"He upstairs tayda someone's here for you" jayla yells as I go an hug her
"Baby number 2" she says rubbin my belly
"Yes ma'am" I say laughing walking thru her house to the living room
"So how's everything been we ain't really been to connected" jayla says as I smell ha cookin sum
"Girl tiring" i say smiling as I sat on the corner of her couch
"Tt" I hear tayda say running jumping in my arms
"Heyyy boy" I say kissing his cheek
"Y'all gone start coming over more"he says making me nod
"Yeah she been asking about you" i say smiling at him
"She's crazy she just wanted to beat on me"he says pointing to amara making me an jayla laugh
"It's love" amara says huggin him
"Ewww"tayda says laughing as he huggin her back I quickly snap a picture
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We all ate together an caught up fr after that's it till I got a phone call from baby daddy which made me smile
"Hello" i say walking outside on the back porch rubbin my bump
"Hello this is the morgue"I hear a female voice say making my heart drop to my ass
"Please don't tell me" I say as tears start rolling down my face
"I'm sorry for your loss but James is dead" she says making me fucking start balling
"What-t happened" i say trying to catch my breath
"We'll looks like he was shot in the head"she says as I cry out throwing my whole phone
"Fuck"I yell before I go pick it up hanging on the people and going back inside the house
"Umm jayla we gotta go we will see you guys later" i say smilin before she jus nods an comes an gives me a big hug an i help amara put on her shoes an jacket before we are walking back across the yard
"I gotta tell you something about daddy" I say as I'm unlocking the door opening it
"Where is he" she says looking around the house making me get all teary eyed as I walk in the house an lock the door behind me
"We'll daddy went to heaven" i say as I help her take off her shoes
"Heaven"she says turning her head
"Yeah he got hurt an hadda leave earth but he will be keeping a eye on us from where he is tho so don't be sad daddy's gone cuz he loved you with his whole heart ok" I say smiling as I was crying I wipe my face then amara hugs me
"Thank you baby" I say huggin her back
"If I can't be sad you can't either he loved you too a lot he told me all the time how he can't live without you and you was his world"she says making me smile
"I loved him more than anything in this world I wish he wouldn't have left mommy" I said as she's now sitting on my lap
"He did he's right here" she says rubbin my belly
"Yeah he left a lil gift for us to take care of huh" i say laughing thru the pain
"Yeah my brother"she says making me nod an smile
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After a couple weeks me an amara have been feeling the pain without James but we helping each other get thru it she's is so strong for an 8 year old I swear we have been sleeping together cuddling
I'm not havin no more kids ion even think I want a bf it just don't sit right with me
But I was now watching tv in my bed room while amara
Is sleeping right in my arms till I start feeling water go down my leg making me raise the cover up seeing my water broke making me cry cuz it's started hurting really bad so I called jayla
"Jayla my water jus broke" I say breathing in an out
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I'm in the hospital room an ion think I can do this with James
"Push miss wright"I hear the doctors say so I push an i push an push till I hear a lil baby crying making my heart drop
To be continued.....
