( March 5th 2015)
Hi I know it's been two days but I've been busy with filming anyways I'm still in the competition and I still feel like I'm gonna shit my pants when I'm out on the runway facing Ru but luckily I've been somewhat spared the other day I was in the bottom next to Sasha bell and I thought for sure I was going home but luckily I kicked her ass so I now feel a little better and I had Trixie in the back silently cheering me on speaking of Trixie him and I are getting closer and I still feel butterflies in my stomach when I talk to him it feels natural we have such a good connection that I don't feel bored when I talk to him I know shocking anyways gotta go.
~Katya
( March 7th 2015 )
Ok I need to get this out of my mind I hate fame and I don't use hate a lot but this bitch is pissing me off him and Trixie are getting to close for my liking I know this sounds stupid but I'm frustrated I mean Trixie and I are meant for each other Fame is getting in the way and I don't want Trixie to fall for him instead of me they hug a lot which bugs me so I need to think of something fast if I want to win Trixie's heart.
~ Katya
( March 8th, 2015 )
I'm panicking right now my irritation about fame is showing and now Trixie's mad at me I think I don't know I feel like sniffing out a crack dealer right now and get back on drugs UGH why does life have to be so hard I'm gonna eventually lose it in this hellhole.
~ Katya
