like charles leclerc, i am stupid.
i promised you guys updated/edits and such and i have failed to follow through.
truth is i've been having a hard time with things, my emotions are very unbalanced right now due to many, many reasons and i struggle being productive because i just can't focus for very long. i know it all sounds like excuses and i do want to explain to everyone waiting for more my reasons for being unable to publish anymore chapters but i can't, what's going on has a lot to do with confronting severe childhood trauma and i'm struggling to come to terms with a lot of things. my inspiration for certain character relationships has just been completely destroyed and i feel like a bucket of ice water has been dropped on me. i love danielle, i really do but i don't know how to write her character when i'm still trying to find out who i am. i don't want danielle to become a way for me to express myself and then realize she's not who i wanted her to be or that i've put too much of my personal life and issues into her. i don't want to muddle the line between myself and danielle which is what's happened every time i've tried to draft a new chapter for this story.
i am working on it, i am getting therapy, i am trying to overcome my trauma but it's hard, it's so fucking hard. i'm sorry for promising something and not delivering, i really am. i don't want to disappoint my readers but i know i have and so i apologize.
i will be trying to write more of this book but i don't know when i'll be publishing more chapters. please don't keep asking for updates all the time, i will update when i'm ready and i feel comfortable with it
thank you,
jay
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