OffNew Oneshots

His Side of Forever

The sweet song serenaded every guest in the hall, as the music filled their hearts with love.
Everybody smiled feeling the soulful rendition of the wedding singer.

"When I fall in love with you ... "

New sang with his soul as each line he meant for someone, he almost teared up with how much emotion he had put into the song.
It was a song of love but for him, it was a parting love song hoping that it will reach the person it was meant to be.

Some teared up and gave congratulatory cheers to both of the grooms.
It was a joyous day as it was supposed to but for him, it was the day he was letting go.
His best friend married his closest friend.

He should be happy, he smiled through it all but deep down he was grieving for his broken heart.
As he looked at those two pairs of eyes of love staring at each other, dancing to his song. All those happy memories flashed into his mind. 

The times when he'd be left out of the set because he was not a social butterfly like Tay he had few acquaintances and staff rarely approach him. Off approached first asking if he was okay, he pesters him even though he showed how annoyed he was at being talked to. The times that he'd offer a car ride home when his house was the opposite of his way. When he loses his confidence in all of the things that he does he's the first to call even if it's in the middle of the night just to check up on him.

Sometimes they'd bicker about unimportant things but the older ones just gives up and they would be okay again. The simple things that he would do just to make things comfortable during the set. He'd remember the food preferences I have because we almost eat the same things, he hates spicy food and so am I. He knows almost all of the things that threw me off better than Tay, one time I did get into the scandal he never said a word but stayed beside me on a couch crying one night. He'd just let me cry it all out...

The times that I was frustrated because my business isn't going pretty well, he offered to help me until it settles back down. All those handkerchiefs that you lent me, I think I already have a dozen of those in my room every time we film school rangers when you see me sweat so much you'd lent me a hanky and say I need not give it back.

You would often ask me to hang out with your 91' friends when I am a 93', and you'd always want to tag me along saying I am  91  liner now. Always looking at how much alcohol have I already drunk taking care of me. You'd chuckle at every drunken word I say thinking my "I love You's " and "I have fallen for you" were for somebody else's whilst it was directed for you.

"Love has ended before it begun..."

Singing my heart out as I reminisce every memory I have yet to let go pains me the most and all of those consists of your smiles and your endearing words, bittersweet memories I have for you for years now.

My musings were cut off by a hand on my shoulder and a beaming smile. It was Off his eyes glinting almost disappearing at the bright grin he showed me.

"May I have this dance?"- Off

"But. I'm singing.."- New

"Then sing while we're dancing, please my wedding gift... Okay Nu?"- Off

He took a step back and curtsied, offering his hand to me. 

"Oh, alright... Pol ..haha"- New

"And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too.."

"I love your voice.."- Off

"Did you just realize that now? [* why didn't you love me back though** he muttered silently]"- New

"I did for a long time, I won't ask you to sing at my wedding if not Nunu, are you sulking ?"- Off

"Hey, congratulations Pol"- New

He just smiled and swayed me gently, his hand on my waist my other hand on his shoulder and the other clutching the mic while singing staring into his eyes. Every word and every tune that I mean giving my heart out for the man I can't have.

"Is when I fall in love with you"

" I hope you find the one as well Nu and be happy"- Off

"Are you happy?"- New

"I absolutely am, I can't ask nothing more"- Off

He glanced at Gun his husband and both of them giggled like teens on their first kiss, I chuckled.

"It seems like, then I am happy as well as long as you are"- New

"Thank you, for this all of this. You know what I'll be happy to sing at your wedding as well!"- Off

I snorted and he looked at me offended.

"What!!??? Might I tell you I'm a good singer!"- Off

"No, thank you, please... **I won't be marrying anytime soon tsk"- New

"What?"- Off

"Nothing, come on Gun is waiting so stop pestering me so I can sing already- New

"Okay, alright"- Off

He raised both his hands in the air in resignation and bowed to me laughing as I bowed to him as well. Then I resumed singing as he dance Gun in the middle of the crowd. As the music faded and the final notes ended my heart pained and shattered nonetheless happy that he is happy as well. I can bear the pain as long as I can see his smiling face and maybe just maybe I can find someone who will make me smile the same way you do.

"When I fall in love, It will be forever"