You're the one.

Aftermath

Y/N

My alarm wakes me up and I walk over the shut it off. I ended up falling asleep on the bathroom floor from last night because I was so drained. I really don't want to go to school today. And I especially don't want to see Ag.

I throw on some clothes that were laying on my bed, not giving a shit about my appearance. I make my way to the kitchen and eat some bacon and eggs. After I'm done, I grab my moms keys and start driving to school. This day is gonna suck.

Ag:

I woke up on the couch, barely remembering anything from last night. I see the mess on the floor and everything comes flooding back. The drinking, drugs, and me and Y/N. I feel really bad about what happened. I'm gonna try to apologize today.

I get dressed in some sweatpants and a  graphic shirt. I head down downstairs and grab a granola bar and chug down some juice. (Apple juice is better than Orange juice) I head outside and drive to school.

Y/N:

I step into school and start walking to class. I bump into someone. "Sorry, I didn't mean to" I say. "Y/N?" Oh it's Conner. "Oh hey Conner. Sorry I didn't see you." "It's fine. Are you okay? You look really tired" he asks me. "I'm fine" I say as I put on a fake smile. Deep down, I know I'm not ok. I'm a fucking mess. I head to Math as it's my first class of the day.

Ag:

I walk into school, not caring about talking to my friends. I'm trying to look for Y/N. I really need to talk to her. I spot her in the distance. As I'm walking up to her, someone comes up to talk to her. Damn it. It's Conner. They talk for a bit but then the halls get crowded and I loose sight of her.

I'm heading down to Math class. Right as I walk in, I spot Y/N. As I'm going up to talk to her, she moves desks. I approach her and try to talk, but all she does is ignore me. Wow. She really doesn't want to talk.

*skip to the end of school*

Ag:

Tryouts Start in 5 mins and all I can think about is Y/N. I hurt her. Bad.

I start making my way out of the dressing room and onto the court. Coach goes over the warmup and drills and we get going. I'm missing all my shots and I can't focus. Everything feels like it's falling apart. "Hey Ag! Come over here" I hear my Coach yell. "What's up Coach?" I ask. "You okay? Ive Never Seen you miss this many shots since forever"he says. "I'll be fine, Coach" I say. "If you say so..."

*Tryouts are done*

I'm packing up, feeling pretty defeated. Everything sucks rn. Life feels like shit.

As I'm driving home, I decide to stop by Y/N's House. I should apologize. And I should do it in person. I walk up to her front door and knock. Some boy opens the door. It must be Y/Ns brother. "Hey, I was wondering if I could talk to Y/N. Is she here?" I ask him. "Yeah she's upstairs." He says while opening the door.

Y/N:

I'm trying to study for my test coming up this week. I hear faint footsteps coming towards my door. "Go away, I'm busy right now" I yell. "Can we Just Talk?" I hear a voice say. "Ag?" I ask. "Yeah, it's me. Look I-" "Get the fuck out. Now." I demand. "Y/N, i Need to apologize. What I did was wrong and I'm very sorry" I hear her say. "Do you have any idea to what you did to me? Any idea? What I did to myself?" I say. "Show me your arms" she demands. "What? Why?" I say. "I said Show me your arms, Y/N. Now." Ag says strongly. "Im not gonna Show you my arms-" im cut off as Ag Pulls me toward herself and Rolls up my sleeves . "What the fuck Y/N?!? Why would you do that to yourself?!?" She yells. "YOU BROKE ME AG. YOU.BROKE.MY.HEART" I scream. "I DID THIS BECAUSE OF YOU" I yell in her face. "NOW LEAVE ME ALONE" I finally say.

Ag:

I run out of the house and sit in my car. This is all my fault. All of this. She wouldn't of hurt herself if I didn't break her. I just want to kill myself now.

I'm at home. Doing my fifth line of the day. I stopped doing drugs as medicine a while back but right now, I just need something to ease the pain.

Gc:

Avery: Yo ag, how's it going with you and that new girl?

Sofia: Yeah u guys dating yet?

Ag: None of ur fucking business.

Mia: woah ag, are you okay?

Ag:  I'm doing just fine. Now leave me  alone.

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Private messages:

Mia: Hey Ag Are you doing ok? You seem really mad

Ag: please, just leave me alone. I need  some Space.

Mia: im coming over.

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Ag:

I'm doing my 6th line but someone busts the door open. "Ag, This Isn't good for you." Mia says. "I know. I hurt someone i loved. This was the only way I could solve it." I tell her. I Fill her in with everything that happened. "Wow. That's a lot." She says. "Yeah"I say blankly.