Forbidden Hearts Jerrie

Chapter 15

Forbidden Hearts Chapter 15
Nothing like home sweet home Perrie thought as she entered her old room again. It was a surprise to her when her mother brought her back to there old home. She thought her mother would have sold this home. But she clearly was wrong, but she didn't mind because she loved this house in the first place. There was no better place she would rather be right now. Well except back at Miami but that is different.
It had taken them two days to put everything back together and boy was Perrie tied.

Currently Perrie was sitting outside of her window on her roof smoking. She had taken in smoking when 6 months after the move to America. It helped her think ans relived her stress. Not long after that her mother had found out was angry and upset about this. She had tried many things so get Perrie to quite but to no avail.
She hadn't told Zayn and Niall about her return because she wanted this week to herself and was going to go surprise them after the first day of school. This time Perrie was confident on starting school again, she wasn't going to let anyone push her around or bully her.

One thing that came to her mind was her former best friend who she hadn't seen in years, they were bound to cross paths at one point. Erasing these thoughts from her head quickly. All she knew was that this was her last year and once she finished it she was going to go back to Miami and start a new life there. This time when she moved she was going to leave her old life behind for good. And was is not gonna let anything stop her.

Suddenly she jumped off the roof of her house and made her way out to the footpath late at night. It didn't take her long before her feet started guiding her to her old hiding place. Not long after she was sitting in the old cave with her feet in the water.

Perrie started to hum the same song she always sung again.
Everything you see that glitters isn't always gold, everything that you think is perfect isn't always so. She began singing slowly into the night. Perrie loved coming here because it was the most calming place she could think of, she loved how the nature could be so perfect and beautiful.
So much had changed since Perrie had moved nothing was the same and she knew it. There was so many things that bothered her but this wasn't the time to think of them all, she knew she was a changed person and she was not taking any more shit from anyone. Perrie was going to live her life no matter what.
The one thing she had been trying to avoid thinking of came back to her mind and this time she couldn't evade thinking of it anymore. Jade was the only thing that consumed her mind at this point. Jade the person that hurt her so deeply. Jade the person who left her. Jade the person who broke her heart into tiny peices. Jade the person that forgot about her. Jade the person who forgot there childhood friendship in a heart beat. Jade the person who forgot what Perrie had done for her. Jade the person that now brought anger through her veins. Jade the person she now despised. Jade the person she wanted nothing to do with anymore.

Just thinking of all this brought back things she wanted to bury deep. She was boiling with anger at this point and she didn't know why she was so angry she didn't know why it bothered her so much. Jade was the last person she ever wanted to meet. There was nothing Perrie wouldn't do now. She has worked her ass off trying to forget the brunette and she wasn't going to let all that hard work go to waste for nothing.

Slowly she got up and made her way to the entrance of the cave. Once getting to the front of the cave she got out and lit a cigarette and pulled it to her mouth and inhaled than slowly exhaled the smoke she had just breathed in. The blonde started making her way back home, letting her mind run wild.
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Days hadn't been going so well for Jade this officially had to be the worst week of her life after the departure of her former bestfriend of course. Zayn and started bothering her even more which led the 4 other boys do the same. Sam had tried to stop that upon Jade's request but to no avail. They had pretty much embrassed the shit out of him. And now he doesn't try and that was getting on Jade's nerves. This led her to think of Perrie and how she would've done anything in her power to shut the boys up and stop annoying her.
"Hey Jadey, why are you crying" Jesy put her hand on Jade's shoulder looking at the younger brunette with concern. The younger brunette hadn't even realised she had been crying. She was suddenly missing Perrie alot now.

"Nothing just a bad day sorry" she apologised looking at Jesy. The older girl gave her a hug before the two made there way to the lunch room where they were met with Leigh Ann that had already found a table for the three of them. Not long after the five obnoxious boys came. And sat at a table near the middle of the lunch room. There always seemed so happy.

"Hey babe" Sam spoke giving her a kiss on the cheek. She hadn't noticed him walking up and siting down next to her. She replied with a hey and looked straight ahead again being lost in thought.

"You alright honey" the concern in Sam's voice was evident but she just shrugged him off. Sam got the feeling she wasn't in the mood to talk. So he sat there leaving her alone and Jade couldn't be more thankful. Sam was a great boyfriend to her and she couldn't have asked for a better one. But lately he was getting to needy and she didn't like that. He seemed to be getting jealous all the time when boys approached her to talk. So she was happy when he just sat there and let her get in her thoughts.

The bell soon rang signaling the end of lunch. Students started to make there way of out the lunch area and to there next class. Jade had said bye to the three that were sitting on there table. But she didn't seem to want to go anywhere. In couple minutes the lunch area was empty. Jade was the only one sitting there. This lunch room showed her exactly the thing she didn't want to know. That she was empty. The one person that made an effort in her life she had pushed to the side. And now she was here with nothing. Tears started flowing down her face. This was her life this is how she chose it to be.

Slowly she got up and removed the falling tears from her face and made her way to the last class of the day. She was happy to get this day over and done with.
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"Oh my god. Why is it so boring in here" the blonde exclaimed fallen flat on her bed she had stayed home almost the whole week with nothing to do, now she was regretting her decision of taken the week off. All she had done was stay home and do nothing all week.

Lying there for a couple more minutes the blue eyed girl decided to go out.
It was late in the afternoon when she went and visited her favorite shop. As she entered the shop she noticed nothing had changed and he still hadn't fixed the old flickering light at the end of the hallway.
"Well well look who decided to come back" the old man said standing behind the counter smiling at Perrie. That had brought a smile to her face as she turned around and looked at him. They had spent some time catching up.
It was getting pretty late so Perrie decided it was time to head back home.