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Name: Nelly (formely Sam)
Nicknames: Green? Blue? Turquoise? gay foxooo, Sugar, my baby, Bubble-breaker, extrovert bitch
Gender: Transgender (fem)
Pronouns: She/her
Sexuality: Bisexual
MBTI: ESFJ
Disorder(s): post-traumatic stress, performance anxiety
Birthday: June 2st
Species: Fox
Personality: Nelly is really proud of what she went through and became. She has been pushed down multiple times, but never gave up. It is difficult for her to talk about her past, but she knows how brave she is and takes all the time she needs. Even if she still doesn't love herself properly, she does take care of it, now.
Outside of the traumas she tries to deal with, she is very outgoing and friendly. She almost can always be found with people she likes to hang out with, living unforgettable moments or just laughing about memories and inside jokes.
She is also hurtfully honest. Not because she likes to be mean, but because she thinks she shouldn't put a filter on her mouth and everyone deserved to be treated 'equally'. She thinks that nobody should tell her what to do, that she is her own boss. She still knows when to be careful.
It might sound a bit ironic, but she is very afraid of others' advices. She rarely asks herself what she wants, too much occupied to worry about what the others want. She wants to please to people, even if they don't 'deserve her'.
Another of her characteristic traits is her stubbornness. Sometimes,Koda compares it to an unstoppable, dumb wrecking ball. If she believes in something, she will do anything to achieve it. Back to school, she was always the one who worked the hardest and had an overcharged oral presentation, which made her feel like if she was the one everyone counts on and she should always do better than anyone.
Interests: She likes so much things it would be hard for anyone to do a global list about it. She basically likes to listen to music (especially those about queer romances or entertaining techno), to read books, to tidy (surprising for a teen-) and scrapbooking. She also likes aesthetics and mangas.
As clothing style, she likes to wear pink striped socks, colorful earings, some necklaces and a bow/flower on the ear or the tail.
Dislikes: She dislikes rude people, yellow pastel (she kinda found it too bright and ugly) and phone calls. She rathers to talk in person instead of talking trough an important distance. It also makes her feel awkward.
History:Born as a male, she was happy in her first years ( fox years). She still always kind of felt odd about her gender, but didn't cared at all at the time. She liked to play with Koda,Sophia (Zari) and Lucas, her 'best friends for ever', too much to give it attention.
Things became more complex when she grew up. She realized that she didn't matched with who she was (This sentence really does make sense-). She then knew that she felt like a female and not like a male, but also that she was attracted to all genders.
For months, she stayed in the closet, terrified. She was scared about what people would think, about how much they would be 'disappointed'. She couldn't help thinking about that. She quickly became depressed and lost interest in almost everything, getting her friends and family worried.
