°.•☆▪︎.We Dream Of Danger (a Bomika Story).▪︎☆•.°

💙°.•A broken heart and scarf•.°💔

Mikas proof:

I looked at the city for the rest of the time. It wasn't until that evening that I realized how big and beautiful Swellview actually is. I guess I never let it sink in...

I watched it for a while, going through my whole relationship with Bose in my head. Everything we experienced, did, which we argued about and yet made up again and again. Man how could I be so stupid as to convince myself that Bose was just a friend to me...

I tried to refocus on the view to take my mind off him, but it didn't help one bit. On the contrary, suddenly the tears stormed out of my eyes. I started to get frustrated and develop aggression, I ripped off the scarf I got from Bose a few years ago from my neck and yanked it apart in anger, I stopped the yanking. Half of the shell was just sticking to the other half. I immediately regretted doing this as I knew none of this was Bose's fault and I wasn't mad at him, just mad at myself...
Sour that I never admitted to feeling anything for him.
"It's not his fault he doesn't feel for me.
It's not his fault for how I feel
He was only telling the truth.
And I told him that as superheroes... we can't fall in love..."

I suddenly heard footsteps behind me that made me stand up in shock, but before I knew it I felt Bose's nearness. He knew that whenever I want to recover from life I come here or rather when I'm nowhere else to be found. I quickly wiped the tears from my face so as not to let them show.

Bose: "Hey... um maybe I can sit down?"

I tried to say yes inconspicuously just by looking into the distance.
We didn't exchange words. I just felt harassed and overwhelmed by his presence, although I knew very well that there was a need to speak here.
The next time we sat there in silence until Bose broke the silence:
"So you saw me talking to Schwoz?"
I turned my head slightly towards him while staring dejectedly at the floor.
"I guess so"

Bose intimidated:
"So you heard me say I wasn't in love with you?"

I looked up slightly, a little shocked by the direct pronunciation. "Yeah I came in saw you guys talking and..."
He suddenly interrupted me:
"I'm sorry, not just for today. But for everything..."

"Why Bose? You shouldn't be sorry at all"

"Why shouldn't it?"

"I lied about my feelings for someone the whole time, you were just telling the truth"

"What if I didn't tell the truth?"

For the first time in that conversation, I looked Bose in the eye. Shocked and confused, I replayed the situation in my head
"Wait, do you mean..."

Bose said nervously:
"...that your more than a friend to me? Yes, you're right."

I still remember how a smile immediately crossed my face. At first I thought maybe I misheard I was expecting everything that night except that.
It was as if a weight that had lasted forever had been lifted from my shoulders. I looked him in the eye with a big smile and wanted to throw myself into his arms. We smiled shyly at each other for a while. When I realized that I was slowly blushing, I turned away slightly
Bose then nudged my arm lightly:
"Is Mika getting nervous?

Me smiling: "
Don't be like that, you know it..."
We started giggling at that and re-established eye contact.
We slowly leaned towards each other and our faces got closer to each other...

But suddenly Bose turned his attention to something behind me.
"Mika is that...?".
He moved his face away from me and suddenly stood up. He picked up the almost torn scarf and looked at me with light tears in his eyes.
Just a pathetic little "sorry" came out of me.