forgive me

chapter 4

It had been a month since that horrific incident happened.

Nayeon is now starting to return to her old life, her grandmother and Jihyo, her best friend.

Always being around him, taking care and providing support and even love for Nayeon.

Two weeks since the incident Nayeon has always locked herself in her room, Jaehyun is quite worried about his sister who doesn't want to leave the room.

even talk to him. As a friend, jihyo always comes and accompanies nayeon, just to chat, although later jihyo is the one who talks more while nayeon remains mute and day dreaming.

They always hope that Nayeon can move on with life and also hope that she can forget everything.

Nayeon returns to real life after she realizes her responsibility.

The girl realized that it was impossible to lock herself in her room forever and let her vulnerable grandmother work

The family is happy that Nayeon has started interacting well again.

Nayeon has never once said who has tarnished her, therefore Jihyo and her grandmother will not ask unless Nayeon herself says it, they respect Nayeon's feelings that seem to want to throw away memories of that person.

Jaehyun didn't realize what really happened to his sister, because during the tragedy, he was sailing.

Nayeon for bade anyone to tell him, he was afraid that Jaehyun would do something crazy.

Now the girl is starting to return to trading fish at the market, Jihyo almost every day delivers and picks her up.

It's quite a hassle for Jihyo, but for Nayeon's sake. he is willing to do it.

" Nayeon" an old man called him

"Yes uncle" nayeon answered withreplied with a sweet smile, putting aside the problem that is still raging in the chest.

"Ah.. why are you so cute" replied the man while grinning.Nayeon who heard it just rolled her eyes bored as she started to arrange the fish on the table.

"Hey fish girl" Jihyo came and ran to Nayeon and hugged her

"Jihyo-ah if you're just bothering me here, you better go home " Nayeon put on her sour face.

" Ah Nayeon we are busy apparently" Jihyo whined like an idiot.

" Stop acting cute" Nayeon said lazily. Today Jihyo is off work, so he purposely came to accompany Nayeon to trade.

Jihyo often tries to make Nayeon laugh even though sometimes Nayeon likes to ignore him, the old nayeon still hasn't come back, the nayeon that  cheerful and smiling.
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Jeongyeon can never forget that event. The screams and cries from the girl made it difficult for him to forgive himself.

Through out the night he almost always woke up, and pictured the girl's face.

Jeongyeon who was educated and came from a good family could be so depraved to a girl who didn't care.helpless.

Chaeyoung realized there was something wrong with this friend, always pensive when spoken to.

"Hyung... are you okay? I see you always dreaming? What's wrong?" Chaeyoung asked with a curious and worried face.

"I'm fine chae" replied jeongyeonpura -pretending to be busy with his work.

"You're hiding something from me aren't you?" Chaeyoung asked again while staring at him sharply at jeongyeon.

"I-nothing I'm hiding from you" jeongyeon stammered.

"Hyung we've been friends for a long time, of course I know a little more about you. Tell me, maybe I can help" slurping the hot chocolate.

"I-I...hmmm.." jeongyeon was very nervous and her body started shaking.

"W-me what?" chaeyoung raised her eyebrows.

Jeongyeon closed her eyes to calm down his eyes to calm his feelings first.

"I raped a girl" jeongyeon said with cold sweat that wet his forehead

Chaeyoung gasped in surprise, he was shocked and almost choked on his own drink."You what? .. realize what ,what have you done?"

"I-I was wrong, Chaeyoung-ah, and now I feel very guilty" jeonyeon explained.

"Who is that girl?" said chaeyoung

"I don't know her I only met her once on the street when we were in Jeju" replied Jeongyeon while showing her frustrated face.

my god... WHY DON'T YOU CALL A BITCH WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING FORNY" Chaeyeong shouted in annoyance.

Jeongyeon just sighed and ruffled his hair, he realized that what he had done was a big sin.

Chaeyoung couldn't stop thinking about Jeongyeon's behavior.

"Now what are you going to do?" Chaeyoung asked still coldly.

"I don't know, I want to meet him to apologize, but I'm afraid he will report me to the police" said jeongyeon without looking chaeyoung in the eyes

"don't tell me you're afraid your career will end and everyone hates you"

"Chae, help me" jeongyeon pleaded.

"Hyung, you should think twice before doing it" chaeyoung said softly.

"I'm out of control" Jeongyeon replied.

"Are you really feeling guilty?" Chaeyoung raised an eyebrow.

"Yes. You know what happened to me lately" Jeongyeon said with a sad look.sad gaze.

Chaeyoung advised him to return to Jeju and try to find the girl.

At first Jeongyeon refused to do it because she was afraid but Chaeyoung promised to accompany her there.

They decided to return to Jeju.

Jeongyeon packed her clothes and called the university to take a few days off.