No matter how hard I try
My feelings won't reach you
Faith, destiny..such vague feelings and virtues
I thought that the sky above us
will help in my love for you
But even the stars disapprove
Love does not boast, envy..it is eternal
How can I believe these
when I myself experience no love from you?
So what I had for you,
was it not love?
My waiting, pining, praying just to see you?
Is it not love?
I sacrificed a lot
yet it meant nothing
maybe I was annoying
always pushing it
But when I don't bother
time is wasted
What will I do?
Let fate decide?
But it is us who creates our own fate!
No matter how hard I try,
a huge wall will always be between us
I envy those who always get to see you smile..live..laugh
I can only dream of it
I wish I was part of your life
even just a tiny dot
or maybe you see me as a dirt
wanting to get rid of me
You give me false hopes
destiny is playing tricks on me
The sky is laughing at me
My efrots all go to waste, no?
But even in spite all of these
my feelings won't change
I will always treasure
even the little moments
but I will not hope anymore
that we can be more
And I can't be more
than just a tiny dot
in your life
Even hope lets you down
